'J'

Sometime between last night and this morning, a revelation came to me: most of the girls I have liked in the past have names starting with 'J'. Wanna bet?

Nicole

Emily

Amanda

Jody

Jin

Lina

Victoria

Julie

Jenny

Ok, so about half. But still pretty amazing eh?

Anyway, been relatively productive at work lately. On Tuesday I decided to really focus and so I switched my phone off in the office. I did the same yesterday, but gave in twice to switch it on to check for messages.

Today, I managed to get my hearing next week postponed. It was good because I hadn't spent much time preparing, only started yesterday. Fortunately, Aaron had stuffed up and forgotten to have some calls transcribed, so I was pushing the angle that it needed time. Luckily Mob took my side and spoke to Gary, who then spoke to the boss.

Crisis relieved.

In terms of Jenny, I've started getting over it, but from time to time I still feel a burst of anger. Looking at the phone records, it seems like she has stopped using it since the 13th of 14th, but it also looks like she checks every morning to see if it is still working. Does that mean she is still thinking about me?

I am planning to have it cancelled tomorrow, but part of me feels like I shouldn't, as it is the last thing left inbetween us. But another part of me tells me I have to be cold, and just do it. Doing it might actually increase her interest level, if it is to be believed that she will come back eventually.

In other news, a couple of girls seem to have resurrected themselves. Recently I realised Cindy requested to add me on Wechat. Yeah, remember her? I wonder if it's a trap set up by her and Angel, to see if I am a "playa". Just seems too coincidental that Cindy would pop back up at a time like this.

Then tonight I saw that a 'Julie' requested to add me on Wechat. I don't know who that is, unless it's that girl I chatted with a few times from online dating.

And speaking of tonight, I met up with G at Chinksford Macca's after work. He just returned from China this morning. He didn't say much about what happened with the girl, and what he did say was a result of me pressing for it. All he said was that his mum and aunty met the girl's parents, and then the aunty told him that they were not compatible. Hmmm.

I told him everything about what happened with Jenny, even the 'bubble' stuff that Coco had told me. I was a bit disappointed that G at times went off on a tangent or wanted to crack a joke, but at least he agreed with me that Jenny shouldn't have hung out with me knowing that I liked her.