Skipping Shuing's poker for...
This morning I went to the courts and did my HIT sprints around the court, three sets. I just shot around after that. It was soooo peaceful, and beautiful to see the fog hovering just above the grass.
I finished up and sat around drinking my Gatorade, just thinking. After that I went home then headed to the gym. Then I went home to change, and went to the office. I did an hour's work then went to the casino. I won $190 on like three spins and left. Probably the quickest ever.
I went whoring after, even though while I was at work, Shuing called and said he poker tournament was at 1pm. I planned to go whoring and be a bit late. I wanted to see what that Q place was like. I went and they only had two girls available, none of which were too attractive. I left and went to that really high class place and saw a few girls, but none were really $350 worthy.
I left and decided to go to that place that John took us to the first time. I saw a line up of three girls, and one had really big eyes and nice hair. Her name was Cindy and I chose her for an hour. When she came into the room, she had two drinks with her and gave me one. I'm not sure if this was voluntary, or if it was part of the service when you book for an hour (can't remember getting anything when going for 30 mins). But I liked it, as it made it a bit friendlier.
I actually asked her to sit down with me in the beginning, and I felt like we were two high school students nervous about what was about to happen.
We finished our thing within like 30 minutes and laid on the bed talking for the rest of the time, which I kinda enjoyed. Her English was pretty bad, but it was fun just to laugh sometimes. She asked me if I wanted to have sex again. Most guys would've said yes, but I declined. I seemed to prefer talking. She said she was going back to Korea in June to get breast implants, which I thought was sad. I wished she didn't.
The whole time I'd look at her and admire how pretty she was and how she played with her hair. It took my mind off Katie. It told me that there were other women out there, and it helped. Believe me, it did. Women are women, they're all the same.
When I left I took my drink with me. Even after I finished it I kept it in my car. Maybe I did it because I liked her. But then it struck me - I remember when Emily/Jenny gave me that little piece of cake, I kept the wrapper for a period of time because I was so infatuated with her. That's the only basis I have for saying that Katie kept my lolly for the same reason.
I drove straight to the poker thing which was near my home, but when I arrived I saw Malay and Shuing standing outside. They had finished. Shuing had been knocked out.
We went to a fast food place nearby and had lunch, and talked about the tournament, and the upcoming plan to go to the beach.
After that we split. I went home and had a nap. Before that, I was feeling pretty good, in terms of Katie. But just earlier, I think I had panic attacks about her. This strong sense of jealousy and rage was aroused within me.
I need to control myself...
I finished up and sat around drinking my Gatorade, just thinking. After that I went home then headed to the gym. Then I went home to change, and went to the office. I did an hour's work then went to the casino. I won $190 on like three spins and left. Probably the quickest ever.
I went whoring after, even though while I was at work, Shuing called and said he poker tournament was at 1pm. I planned to go whoring and be a bit late. I wanted to see what that Q place was like. I went and they only had two girls available, none of which were too attractive. I left and went to that really high class place and saw a few girls, but none were really $350 worthy.
I left and decided to go to that place that John took us to the first time. I saw a line up of three girls, and one had really big eyes and nice hair. Her name was Cindy and I chose her for an hour. When she came into the room, she had two drinks with her and gave me one. I'm not sure if this was voluntary, or if it was part of the service when you book for an hour (can't remember getting anything when going for 30 mins). But I liked it, as it made it a bit friendlier.
I actually asked her to sit down with me in the beginning, and I felt like we were two high school students nervous about what was about to happen.
We finished our thing within like 30 minutes and laid on the bed talking for the rest of the time, which I kinda enjoyed. Her English was pretty bad, but it was fun just to laugh sometimes. She asked me if I wanted to have sex again. Most guys would've said yes, but I declined. I seemed to prefer talking. She said she was going back to Korea in June to get breast implants, which I thought was sad. I wished she didn't.
The whole time I'd look at her and admire how pretty she was and how she played with her hair. It took my mind off Katie. It told me that there were other women out there, and it helped. Believe me, it did. Women are women, they're all the same.
When I left I took my drink with me. Even after I finished it I kept it in my car. Maybe I did it because I liked her. But then it struck me - I remember when Emily/Jenny gave me that little piece of cake, I kept the wrapper for a period of time because I was so infatuated with her. That's the only basis I have for saying that Katie kept my lolly for the same reason.
I drove straight to the poker thing which was near my home, but when I arrived I saw Malay and Shuing standing outside. They had finished. Shuing had been knocked out.
We went to a fast food place nearby and had lunch, and talked about the tournament, and the upcoming plan to go to the beach.
After that we split. I went home and had a nap. Before that, I was feeling pretty good, in terms of Katie. But just earlier, I think I had panic attacks about her. This strong sense of jealousy and rage was aroused within me.
I need to control myself...
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