Katie ban Day 2

I didn't have much of an appetite again, but forced myself to get some breakfast from Macca's. I took it back to the office to eat and then started finishing off my brief from yesterday.

At one stage I printed out an email and when I went to the photocpying room I saw Katie using the photocopier. I paused for a micro-second. She looked up and gave me a big smile and hi. I smiled and said hi back. I'm beginning to think I'm paranoid, but I swear the look in her eyes was more than normal.

I quickly grabbed my print out and left.

At 10am we had a meeting. I deliberately went to pick up Karina because I didn't want to go alone. Heath looked like he was coming with us but then sped off himself. When we got to level 8, Karina and I walked into the training room together, and the first thing I saw was Katie sitting at the back and looking at me with what I'd usually call a boastful smile, but I'd seen it before during the trial, so it seems like a smile of interest.

I ignored it and sat down next to Karina.

During the whole meeting I managed to keep a stoic look on my face as the boss rained down on our client agency. I sat opposite Heath and Amy, so really only had them to look at. I half expected Heath to make eye contact with me and share a silent chuckle but it never happened. Everytime I look at Amy I can't help but notice how royal she looks.

After the meeting I walked back up the stairs with Karina and Dugon, and made a funny joke on the way, hehe.

Shuing and I emailed back and forth as usual, but today he got a bit aggro when he thought I was labelling him a casino gambler. Weird.

I had plans to go to the gym today, and wanted to wait till Katie and Yoshi went to lunch first. Since 'the end' of our thing, I haven't really felt a need to avoid her when wearing my gym clothes; in fact, I kinda want her to see it, to show her what she missed out on, but I guess just out of nature I wanted to avoid it.

They went to lunch at around 12:30ish, but I decided to wait till 1pm to go anyway. Unfortunately they came back at 12:50. I went to the change room and Yoshi saw me walk past wearing my work clothes without a tie and my gym bag.

I got changed and then went to the lifts, only to bump into Linda and Lisa. It was a bit awkward for me, but they seemed cool with it.

I ran to the gym like last time and quickly did my weights. My arms are so tired because this was the second day in a row that I did curls. Fark.

I ran back to the office and got changed. I broke my shoelace when putting my work shoes back on. I think I pull them too tight, lol. Basketball habit.

I worked hard for a bit but then got restless and went around talking to Karina and Turk. I even started to organise a lunch for all of us newbies.

I noticed Yoshi left work at 4pm, going on leave so not back till Tuesday. Katie stayed back, but I left work at like 5:10pm. Wonder if she felt 'left behind', like how I usually would when I kept an eye on her departure time.

I went home, got changed, then met up with Malay to check out the damage on his car. It wasn't that bad, but still pretty bad for someone who loves their car.

We went for dinner at Bondy, had Mexican food. The waitress was kinda hot, and it made me think about how there were so many girls out there better than Katie. I told him about her, and he thought she was being evasive by not telling me about her boyfriend, but also that I was thinking too much when it came to the lolly thing. I'm still pretty adamant about that.

I drove him back home, and then I drove back to Bondy beach where I rested in my car for a bit before going home. I thought about casino/whoring, but then told myself I needed to get up early tomorrow for exercise.