She works Mondays now?
This afternoon I went to court with Kym to apply for something, and I felt the judge gave him a bit of a hard time. It started with asking Kym to address him as "Judge", and then he directed all questions at Kym while he gave me a free pass. I'm probably wrong here, but maybe he felt like having a go at a non-legal practitioner and I was 'in', given I was a lawyer. I also wondered if Kym's sense of dress had anything to do with it. I noticed he had rolled his sleeves up under his suit so you couldn't see an inch of his sleeve from his suit.
After work I went to the casino. Against my plans. I had planned to go to the gym and work out hard. But I figured Julie wasn't working anyway, and it was a good chance to make a bit more money before I finally quit after establishing contact with Julie outside of the casino. Also, I felt a bit stressed from the day and wanted to get away from it all.
When I got to the casino, I started scanning all the roulette tables. I was pretty sure she wasn't working, but just wanted to make sure. Then, I saw her. She was at a $5 table with her back to me.
Hmmm.
I sat down at the $10 table diagonally opposite her where the dealer was a short stubby girl. I bought in $800 of chips and told myself not to look over, and to try to focus. Focus like a karate master. I took one glance at her and started focusing.
The guy next to me asked me if I had just started and I said yes. I asked him if he had any luck and he said no. I said it was a hard game. I played the 1-2 sector on the first spin after seeing last two spins was a double 35.
It landed on 17. I won $230 immediately.
I played black/column and won $20. I then saw and heard Julie changing shifts. The supervisor asked her and someone else if they were "six o'clock". I watched as Julie left her table. She undid the barrier, and then did it up again after exiting the pod. I watched, hoping she would look up and we could share a greeting. Nothing.
She walked my way, and I decided to turn and greet her as she walked past. I felt this was maybe a bit too desperate, but I did it. I turned to my right, and just as she was about to look up, some fucking cunt stepped in the way to place a bet.
She walked past and that was it.
I sat there and looked at the clock. It was 6:05pm. Part of me wanted to leave and maybe try to bump into her. Part of me didn't want to do that.
Well...you're up $320, might as well leave.
No dude, that's stalking. Just stay.
But you could LOSE all of it!
Just stay put.
Not sure whether it was the money or her, but I cashed in and left. $320 was a pretty good gain.
I slowly walked towards the bridge. John called me, and we talked on my mobile. He said he forgot Mis' name and wanted to refer a client to him. He asked if I was planning a holiday and I said maybe. He said he was still planning to go to Korea but needed a partner. I'd actually be tempted to go with him if it wasn't for the fact that he'd blatantly cheat on his wife over there. I'm not even talking about whoring, I'm talking about a girl he knows who he wants to meet.
Anyway, as I talked on the phone, I wondered if Julie was walking behind me. At least it wouldn't seem too strange that she saw me moments earlier at the casino and now I was walking away, it looked like I was busy.
After the phone call I walked along the bridge. I wondered if she was ahead of me. Or was she behind me? I pictured her catching up to me and slapping me on the shoulder with a big friendly greeting. It didn't happen.
When I got to the first set of lights, I stopped to wait. I looked back to see if she was about. I couldn't see her.
As I stood there waiting for the light to change, I wondered if I should go back for another walk. No. Yes.
I did.
I walked back along the bridge towards the casino, scanning everyone like a robot. Nowhere to be seen.
I went back to the casino, wondering if maybe her shift didn't end, and she just went on a break. I wondered if security would stop me for acting weird. Maybe they knew I went there for her. But they didn't. The guard actually stepped aside to let me through when he saw me, as he was checking someone else's ID. The people working the cameras above hadn't found out my true intentions.
I went to the roulette tables and she was nowhere to be seen. So she had finished her shift. Maybe she just leaves a different way?
What am I doing?
After work I went to the casino. Against my plans. I had planned to go to the gym and work out hard. But I figured Julie wasn't working anyway, and it was a good chance to make a bit more money before I finally quit after establishing contact with Julie outside of the casino. Also, I felt a bit stressed from the day and wanted to get away from it all.
When I got to the casino, I started scanning all the roulette tables. I was pretty sure she wasn't working, but just wanted to make sure. Then, I saw her. She was at a $5 table with her back to me.
Hmmm.
I sat down at the $10 table diagonally opposite her where the dealer was a short stubby girl. I bought in $800 of chips and told myself not to look over, and to try to focus. Focus like a karate master. I took one glance at her and started focusing.
The guy next to me asked me if I had just started and I said yes. I asked him if he had any luck and he said no. I said it was a hard game. I played the 1-2 sector on the first spin after seeing last two spins was a double 35.
It landed on 17. I won $230 immediately.
I played black/column and won $20. I then saw and heard Julie changing shifts. The supervisor asked her and someone else if they were "six o'clock". I watched as Julie left her table. She undid the barrier, and then did it up again after exiting the pod. I watched, hoping she would look up and we could share a greeting. Nothing.
She walked my way, and I decided to turn and greet her as she walked past. I felt this was maybe a bit too desperate, but I did it. I turned to my right, and just as she was about to look up, some fucking cunt stepped in the way to place a bet.
I sat there and looked at the clock. It was 6:05pm. Part of me wanted to leave and maybe try to bump into her. Part of me didn't want to do that.
Well...you're up $320, might as well leave.
No dude, that's stalking. Just stay.
But you could LOSE all of it!
Just stay put.
Not sure whether it was the money or her, but I cashed in and left. $320 was a pretty good gain.
I slowly walked towards the bridge. John called me, and we talked on my mobile. He said he forgot Mis' name and wanted to refer a client to him. He asked if I was planning a holiday and I said maybe. He said he was still planning to go to Korea but needed a partner. I'd actually be tempted to go with him if it wasn't for the fact that he'd blatantly cheat on his wife over there. I'm not even talking about whoring, I'm talking about a girl he knows who he wants to meet.
Anyway, as I talked on the phone, I wondered if Julie was walking behind me. At least it wouldn't seem too strange that she saw me moments earlier at the casino and now I was walking away, it looked like I was busy.
After the phone call I walked along the bridge. I wondered if she was ahead of me. Or was she behind me? I pictured her catching up to me and slapping me on the shoulder with a big friendly greeting. It didn't happen.
When I got to the first set of lights, I stopped to wait. I looked back to see if she was about. I couldn't see her.
As I stood there waiting for the light to change, I wondered if I should go back for another walk. No. Yes.
I did.
I walked back along the bridge towards the casino, scanning everyone like a robot. Nowhere to be seen.
I went back to the casino, wondering if maybe her shift didn't end, and she just went on a break. I wondered if security would stop me for acting weird. Maybe they knew I went there for her. But they didn't. The guard actually stepped aside to let me through when he saw me, as he was checking someone else's ID. The people working the cameras above hadn't found out my true intentions.
I went to the roulette tables and she was nowhere to be seen. So she had finished her shift. Maybe she just leaves a different way?
What am I doing?
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