4th tranche
Tuesday
I felt a bit down at work, for two reasons. First, I had a meeting with C'link and the investigators wanted to give them our TI. I wasn't too sure about it but said nothing. Afterwards I looked it up and realised we couldn't, so I told Aaron that in an email. He sent back an email asking something like if journalists would be allowed to get them, and I could see this was a set up, so I replied without directly answering his question. His next email, as expected, was something like "that's funny because it was given to journalists in the past".
I just knew that was coming. He seems like a nice guy but appears to set up things like that in emails.
So that got me down because of his attitude. Secondly, someone had sent an email around saying the "plant man" would be around. I decided to be 'active' within our legal group and forwarded it to us with a picture of a man dressed in grass. Then Mob said something like "easy, don't want to start witht he terrible emails as that is Wongy's department". I felt like that was her way of saying "don't do that", when all I was trying to be was 'social'.
At lunch I went to the bank and withdrew $5000. I was maybe just a tiny bit late as there was some waiting to be done at the bank. At 12:30pm on the dot, Erica called but I had missed it as I didn't realise my phone was ringing. She sent me two messages saying "where are you?" and "call me". I felt like, she was only that eager when it came to money. But then I reminded myself that previously when we have met for dinner and I was a few minutes late, she did the same thing. So maybe I'm just insecure about the whole thing. I swear, money makes a relationship extremely complicated.
We had a banana shake at the same cafe again. I was content with not talking much. I wanted to hold hands but when she saw I had ink on my left hand, she refused to hold that hand and only my right. Mental note: don't get ink on yourself from now on as you're supposed to be 'unemployed'.
She also told me she had bipolar, further explaining that she could be happy, sad, happy, sad, happy, sad throughout the day. I said I knew what it was, but didn't say anything else. I wondered if I should tell her I had depression, or if that would just add to our woes.
I asked her if the girl at the grocery store was Jin Jung, and she said no, that was "Hongie".
After work I went home and played GTA. I started getting the gambling bug and pondered the casino. In the end, I couldn't help it and went, under the guise of going out to get some Thai food for the family.
I went and withdrew $800. At the casino, I realised that all $5 tables now had double zero wheels. The only wheels with single zero were $10 tables. Fucking scums. So I played at the $10 table as I don't like the odds of double zero, and lost. I didn't win a single game. Fuck. I knew I should've just stayed home and played GTA. What's wrong with that? How could you want anything more than GTA, after all the anticipation you went through?
After that I went to that Crocodile Thai restaurant in the city and bought some food for the family, brought it home and we ate it together. It felt nice providing for the family like that.
I felt a bit down at work, for two reasons. First, I had a meeting with C'link and the investigators wanted to give them our TI. I wasn't too sure about it but said nothing. Afterwards I looked it up and realised we couldn't, so I told Aaron that in an email. He sent back an email asking something like if journalists would be allowed to get them, and I could see this was a set up, so I replied without directly answering his question. His next email, as expected, was something like "that's funny because it was given to journalists in the past".
I just knew that was coming. He seems like a nice guy but appears to set up things like that in emails.
So that got me down because of his attitude. Secondly, someone had sent an email around saying the "plant man" would be around. I decided to be 'active' within our legal group and forwarded it to us with a picture of a man dressed in grass. Then Mob said something like "easy, don't want to start witht he terrible emails as that is Wongy's department". I felt like that was her way of saying "don't do that", when all I was trying to be was 'social'.
At lunch I went to the bank and withdrew $5000. I was maybe just a tiny bit late as there was some waiting to be done at the bank. At 12:30pm on the dot, Erica called but I had missed it as I didn't realise my phone was ringing. She sent me two messages saying "where are you?" and "call me". I felt like, she was only that eager when it came to money. But then I reminded myself that previously when we have met for dinner and I was a few minutes late, she did the same thing. So maybe I'm just insecure about the whole thing. I swear, money makes a relationship extremely complicated.
We had a banana shake at the same cafe again. I was content with not talking much. I wanted to hold hands but when she saw I had ink on my left hand, she refused to hold that hand and only my right. Mental note: don't get ink on yourself from now on as you're supposed to be 'unemployed'.
She also told me she had bipolar, further explaining that she could be happy, sad, happy, sad, happy, sad throughout the day. I said I knew what it was, but didn't say anything else. I wondered if I should tell her I had depression, or if that would just add to our woes.
I asked her if the girl at the grocery store was Jin Jung, and she said no, that was "Hongie".
After work I went home and played GTA. I started getting the gambling bug and pondered the casino. In the end, I couldn't help it and went, under the guise of going out to get some Thai food for the family.
I went and withdrew $800. At the casino, I realised that all $5 tables now had double zero wheels. The only wheels with single zero were $10 tables. Fucking scums. So I played at the $10 table as I don't like the odds of double zero, and lost. I didn't win a single game. Fuck. I knew I should've just stayed home and played GTA. What's wrong with that? How could you want anything more than GTA, after all the anticipation you went through?
After that I went to that Crocodile Thai restaurant in the city and bought some food for the family, brought it home and we ate it together. It felt nice providing for the family like that.
posted by toey | 09:25
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