Clearer mind?
Maybe it's keeping my mind busy with work, but I feel like I've managed to step back a bit from the whole situation.
I spent the day working pretty hard, because I've got some urgent things coming up, and Mary hasn't been around the last two days. I was in court quickly today and then stayed in the office until close to 6pm. I didn't even go out for lunch, though I did ask Ele. She said she was free but it was too cold. I kinda admired her for being honest - she could've just said she was busy.
Anyway Ele sent me a message saying David Jones was having a sale on Industrie stuff, so I went to check it out. I browsed through a bit and ended up buying a sweater for $18, which was pretty cool.
As I left and walked to the bus stop in the cold, I thought about Naby. I figured I'd wait for her to come back and see if she brings me back a present. Whether she does or not, I think I will ask her out to dinner, either on that occasion or the one after. I mean, I'll give her the benefit of the doubt - she had to have dinner with her manager and her friend, ok.
But when she returns, I'll ask her if she wants to have dinner on her day off. If she says no, well, then I guess I've got my answer right there. It'll be obvious that she's not what I'm after, and I suppose, let's face it, it'll be easy to find another one...just pick another girl from the same shop. If she can't give you what you want, then just move on.
That made me feel better...it made me feel easier. It's hard when you think that someone is special and they can't be replaced. It makes you that much more desperate.
But then I thought about how we did seem to get along fairly well. I guess I'll hate going through that building process again with another girl.
In the meantime, don't think too much.
I spent the day working pretty hard, because I've got some urgent things coming up, and Mary hasn't been around the last two days. I was in court quickly today and then stayed in the office until close to 6pm. I didn't even go out for lunch, though I did ask Ele. She said she was free but it was too cold. I kinda admired her for being honest - she could've just said she was busy.
Anyway Ele sent me a message saying David Jones was having a sale on Industrie stuff, so I went to check it out. I browsed through a bit and ended up buying a sweater for $18, which was pretty cool.
As I left and walked to the bus stop in the cold, I thought about Naby. I figured I'd wait for her to come back and see if she brings me back a present. Whether she does or not, I think I will ask her out to dinner, either on that occasion or the one after. I mean, I'll give her the benefit of the doubt - she had to have dinner with her manager and her friend, ok.
But when she returns, I'll ask her if she wants to have dinner on her day off. If she says no, well, then I guess I've got my answer right there. It'll be obvious that she's not what I'm after, and I suppose, let's face it, it'll be easy to find another one...just pick another girl from the same shop. If she can't give you what you want, then just move on.
That made me feel better...it made me feel easier. It's hard when you think that someone is special and they can't be replaced. It makes you that much more desperate.
But then I thought about how we did seem to get along fairly well. I guess I'll hate going through that building process again with another girl.
In the meantime, don't think too much.
posted by toey | 19:52
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