Irrational fear?

Today I decided to tell Ben about my CDDP offer. In the morning he was telling me all this stuff about how I should go about getting transferred back to Sydney, and I really appreciated it and thought it was kinda selfish and sly of me to continue hiding it while he was making all this effort to help me.

So just before he went off to court, I typed it up on my screen, but he kept conversing with me and I think Jude got the gist of it, because later she dragged me over for a conversation which went down the path of movements within the office next year, and I guess she wanted to see if I'd volunteer anything. I didn't.

He shook my hand and obviously had it in mind the rest of the day, because he came over and talked to me a bit about it. He didn't really push me either way, but he did say that if I decided to go then I should give as much notice to Brendan as possible. Will do.

In other news, I sent an email to the lady from the CDDP on Wednesday asking her if she wanted me to send my stuff right away, and she hasn't replied. So today I was thinking, could this be a bad sign? Have they done a police check and found something and hesitated on the offer? My client's sister tried to call me that day, maybe the police tracked it and think I'm still in contact?

Would it be irrational to think like that? I get scared at the mere thought of having the offer revoked and having to spend the next six months here, even though today I told Ben I was getting used to it. I probably said it with the peace of mind knowing that I wouldn't have to live up to it.

So why hasn't she responded? Am I right? Or is she on leave? Or just busy?