How quickly your mood changes...

I was looking forward to seeing falafel girl yesterday. I would buy my lunch at a later time, about 2pm, so that there weren't many people around, and try to ask her how her weekend was.

I went to the gym during lunch to use that massage roll thing on my left leg, as playing basketball twice on Saturday, and then on Sunday night, had really tightened my calf muscles. I did that and it felt great afterwards, all loose and stuff.

I returned to the office to change, and then went downstairs. I saw her serving someone at the counter and stood behind some people. Pretty sure she saw me, but when she finished serving that person, she called "service" so that another Korean girl would serve me. She then attended to a toasting wrap and making some coffee and speaking to the manager/boss lady.

Maybe I'm being too sensitive, but it felt like she didn't want to see me and deliberately had someone serve me.

Or she was just genuinely busy.

But the former thought dominated my mind and I sank into deep depression when I went back to the office.

I tried to think that maybe she was moody for whatever reason. I tried to tell myself that this one time shouldn't dominate all the other positive occasions. I tried to tell myself that logically, she had no reason to change her attitude towards me, and therefore she was probably just genuinely busy.

Later on in the day, I thought that maybe she was actually indeed helping me by asking someone to serve me, as she was busy and didn't want me waiting around. That reasoning made me feel a little bit better.

In other news, Johanna said she would be coming back to Australia on 18th of this month! WTF!!!