Misha at the casino
On Thursday I decided to go to the casino after work. I felt like it was killing me to not go.
I went with a relatively small amount - $600, because that was the most I could take without transferring any from my online savings accounts.
When I got there, I took a look and walk around for Misha but didn't see her. I had been told by her shop that she wasn't working, so I just wondered if she'd be here.
I went to the roulette tables and played 'safe' bets. I was up by about $110 but lost a bit and then decided to stop at $60.
I took another look at the electronic gaming area and spotted a girl who I thought was her. She was wearing the same grey long sleeve thing as last time, but had a coat on top. What really made me think it was Misha was the white ear phones. So I sat beside her, still unsure whether it was Misha. She was playing baccarat and had about a $530 balance.
I waited and saw that she played the same way as Misha - flipping from screen to screen as the game went on. By now I was pretty sure it was her. When she lost all her money and took her earphones off, I said "ann yung" and she turned around. She was wearing glasses, which made her look really different to when I saw her before.
She was surprised, maybe even stunned. She asked "what are you doing here?" and I tried to be playful and asked "what are you doing here?" She repeated it and I repeated it. She then saw the chips on my screen, flicked through them and asked if I was winning. I said I won $100 from starting with $200. She then asked again what I was doing there and I repeated the same.
She then "shoo'd" me towards the roulette tables and said "roulette". I took this to mean she didn't want me around, so I asked "you want me to go?" and I walked to the roulette tables. She walked in a different direction, but had stopped to look around for me. I think she headed to the bar, and later when I went to look for her I couldn't find her anymore.
I did feel a bit rejected, as I thought she'd be more open to seeing me, particularly since she had lost $1000 of my money before. It actually made me feel so down, that I felt like I would never find anyone to like me - except Jin. So I messaged Jin that night.
I went with a relatively small amount - $600, because that was the most I could take without transferring any from my online savings accounts.
When I got there, I took a look and walk around for Misha but didn't see her. I had been told by her shop that she wasn't working, so I just wondered if she'd be here.
I went to the roulette tables and played 'safe' bets. I was up by about $110 but lost a bit and then decided to stop at $60.
I took another look at the electronic gaming area and spotted a girl who I thought was her. She was wearing the same grey long sleeve thing as last time, but had a coat on top. What really made me think it was Misha was the white ear phones. So I sat beside her, still unsure whether it was Misha. She was playing baccarat and had about a $530 balance.
I waited and saw that she played the same way as Misha - flipping from screen to screen as the game went on. By now I was pretty sure it was her. When she lost all her money and took her earphones off, I said "ann yung" and she turned around. She was wearing glasses, which made her look really different to when I saw her before.
She was surprised, maybe even stunned. She asked "what are you doing here?" and I tried to be playful and asked "what are you doing here?" She repeated it and I repeated it. She then saw the chips on my screen, flicked through them and asked if I was winning. I said I won $100 from starting with $200. She then asked again what I was doing there and I repeated the same.
She then "shoo'd" me towards the roulette tables and said "roulette". I took this to mean she didn't want me around, so I asked "you want me to go?" and I walked to the roulette tables. She walked in a different direction, but had stopped to look around for me. I think she headed to the bar, and later when I went to look for her I couldn't find her anymore.
I did feel a bit rejected, as I thought she'd be more open to seeing me, particularly since she had lost $1000 of my money before. It actually made me feel so down, that I felt like I would never find anyone to like me - except Jin. So I messaged Jin that night.
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