Misha

On Saturday afternoon I went to the gym and had a huge gym session. Well, huge given what I have been doing as of late. Like I did the two different bench presses, whereas for the last few years I've only been doing one. I felt motivated and re-charged to have long gym sessions again and just to dedicate myself to working out.

On Sunday I stayed at home for most of the day playing TLOU, then made it to the gym near closing time and did the bike and some chin ups, then went to pick up pizza to watch the Rabbitohs v Bulldogs game at home. It was a good game to watch. I wasn't going for any team but wanted a close match. That Sam Burgess guy is my new idol.

This morning, I went to the courts for a shoot around. My knee yesterday felt back to normal after taking just one of the tablets my doctor gave me, but today it felt a bit sore again as yesterday I didn't take a tablet. Actually both knees felt sore and I wondered if it was because of the bike.

I mainly shot long distance twos in front of the rim, interspersed with free throws. For a while those long twos felt good. I felt good rhythm. But after a while, it felt like I was "over doing it" and began losing my rhythm. I began questioning my form, and wondered where it had gone from five minutes ago. It was all in the mind, I told myself.

I started getting bored, and then set a goal to try to hit three in a row. It proved a bit more difficult than I thought. I was pretty sure I had already hit three in a row before this, but now that I had consciously made this decision, it was game on. I would get two in a row a lot, and then miss the third one. Again, this was all in my mind. After a while I finally got three in a row and left.

I went home, shaved and had a shower. I then spent a couple of hours editing a video of one of our games to point out areas of improvement. That took longer than I expected.

I had a bit of a nap and then woke up to go to the gym. After gym, I went to the shop to see if that girl I saw last time was working. It was the fat older receptionist this time, who greeted me very warmly. I asked him about the girl and he had no idea who I was talking about. Hmmm.

Then I heard the bell ring and he closed the door in my waiting room and I heard him talk to a Caucasian sounding male. He told the guy to come back at 6-6:30pm when there would be eight girls on. The guy said he wanted to book a girl and when asked which one, he said any. I heard him make a booking for Mark, and the receptionist's name was Jack.

After the guy left, Jack came back to my room and told me the guy was drunk. He told me two girls were working: Misha and Sugi. Hmmm. I didn't really want to see Sugi, and with a bit of encouragement from him, I went with Misha.

I heard her approaching and ask Jack something, and he said "Chinese, Hong Kong". She then opened the door and came to collect me. I went to Jack's desk and asked for a visitor's card. He seemed a bit reluctant but gave it to me. He wrote the number 228 on it and asked me to write my name. I gave a false name of Tony. He offered to keep the card there or I could take it, and I said he could keep it there.

Misha told me to go upstairs and when I reached that mid-level, she asked me to turn left. I went in and said "number four" as that was the number on the door. She said I looked intelligent with glasses on. I joked that I could understand Korean and she said some words and I just said "yes" pretending I understand.

She went back out to get some lotion, and when she returned I asked what it was for and she said massage. We showered together and she said I was very tanned. I told her I played "noongul" and she laughed. She asked if I watched the game last night and when I said yes, she asked if I watched it at the casino. I wondered if she had seen me there. I asked if she watched it and she said girls don't watch football games. When I asked if she played basketball she said girls don't play basketball.

She seemed pretty focused on washing me below the equator, and after the shower she stayed in a bit longer to wash herself as per usual. When she finished she asked me where I was from and I said Korea. She said something in Korean and then said "baby, I know you are not" and then I said Africa which made her laugh.

Onto the bed, I laid down on my back and she asked me to turn over for a massage. She applied some lotion  and started massaging me. She asked me to let her know if it was too hard, and I kept playfully saying it was too hard. She joked that I was a difficult customer complaining about everything, so we went with that theme.

She did some pulling on my legs which reminded me of those massage girls. I told her about the girl I saw last time hoping she would tell me the name. But I couldn't give much of a description. I told her she went to Korea for a week and she didn't know. She asked me if she had any tattoos and I said no. She said "baby, half the girls here have tattoos, have the girls here don't have tattoos". I said she had small breasts, and she said again "baby, half the girls here have small breasts, half the girls here have enhanced". I was about to ask if hers were enhanced, but thought it would be a bit rude. I knew the answer anyway.

She did try to think about who it could be, and when I added that she had only been in Australia for four months, she said the girls didn't talk about things too personal together. In the end, I was no closer to finding this girl.

She asked me to turn around after the massage and said the sex would start. She went down on me. She was very good at it, and I now knew why she was so famous. She nearly made me finish in her mouth, and I had to try to hold myself back. After a long while she moved up to suck on my nipples and then got on top of me. After a bit of this, she asked to change and said it was time I did some work. I got on top of her and finished that way. I thought about how I was banging someone Jin knew. I don't think they're friends though.

She said I was good and that I had made her too tired to work anymore. I said she probably said that to every customer, which I knew pushed her buttons. She said she didn't, but I knew it was a lie.

She asked me to lay down and relax. She said she would get me some water, and asked if I wanted that or coke. I said soju, and she said it wasn't good for the immune system. She asked if I smoked and I said no, and she asked if I minded if she smoked, and I said no. She said second hand smoking wasn't healthy. I asked about third hand smoking and she laughed. When she went out I asked for a lemonade and she sarcastically asked if I wanted sex on the beach. I was actually serious about the lemonade.

She came back with two coffees. She said it was Korean lemonade. There was something in my coffee which she got out with her finger nail. We drank that and talked. I told her she was lucky because the other customer was drunk. She said she didn't see drunk or drug using Aussies anyway.

She said she sensed that I was the stubborn type, and said that if we were a couple one of us would die. I used my fists to make a "clashing" gesture. I joked that we could both die together and told her various ways. She chose dying by drugs as that was painless.

We talked about difficult customers and she said some were difficult because of the things they asked for. I asked what they were and she said "privacy". She said whatever happens in the room with a customer, she doesn't tell. Well I hope she doesn't tell Jin about this visit.

She brought up the girl I saw last week and said I must like her. I said not really. I said I saw her in the line up last week and asked if she remembered me. She said she sees lots of customers so she didn't. I wondered then, if she remembered me at all as Jin's boyfriend? Jin did point her out to me once but she didn't look like this. Alternatively, I wonder if she was Hongy? And if so, would she remember me from the time I picked her up at the grocery store?

Throughout the whole session I wondered if she knew who I was, but I could never see anything in her eyes or anything she did which gave a hint. She actually laughed a lot, and I even joked that she had an evil laugh. But I knew deep inside me that this was all just a fantasy. Maybe she did know who I was but was just treating me as another customer. Or maybe she didn't know who I was and was just treating me like another customer. If I didn't know better, I would've thought that she liked me. But I did know better. I knew this was just an hour long fantasy.

I did this thing at one stage where I blew with my lips, and she tried but couldn't do it, which surprised me. When she saw how surprised I was, she came back with a twisted tongue and asked if I could do it and I couldn't. I was impressed.

We talked about body shape, and I said I felt a bit fat, and she said even though abs look good, girls want to feel a bit of fat when hugging their boyfriend. I said I'd come back in six months to see her as a fat guy, and she laughed and said ok.

When I mentioned that I didn't like girls with tattoos, she said she had a tattoo but wouldn't tell me where. She asked me not to judge, and I said she couldn't judge drunken drug users either, but she said it was different. She said I had to meet a girl like her once in my life, a girl who clashes with my personality. I said I had no choice as she was the only girl available, and she laughed. She said next time I see her in the line up I should tell the manager that she was no good. I wondered if this was her way of saying we shouldn't see each other again.

When the hour was up, she asked me to shower and we showered together. We had some more laughs and then I finished and got dressed. I left thinking about the hugging we talked about. I still had that sense of emptiness inside of me. I wanted to be hugged. I wanted to hug. I thought about Jin.