A very logical explanation...
I lost to temptation and went to the casino after work today. It only dawned on me at around midday that I had my credit card in my wallet. I thought I'd go for a win of $200-300 and leave for the gym.
On my way there it started raining, which got my grey suit wet, which annoyed me. I thought if I lost then I'd be really pissed.
I sat on a table with one guy playing, and the dealer was a chubby Asian lady. I timed my bets and won on basically all my bets (lucky). I was up $300 and then left the table when the dealer changed. I went to another table where I won another $100, but not before going down a bit. It made me sick to think I'd lose back all that I'd won.
I left that table but wanted to exchange my $50 notes for $100 notes, and cashed in at another table. But temptation got the better of me again and instead of asking for $100 chips, I got all colour. I played a bit, went down, and then was up $30 before leaving. I could tell the dealer was annoyed, but I didn't like his vibe and his spins. Better to cop some dirty looks and walk away with $30 than please them and lose all my fucking money.
So, total gain was $430.
As I walked back to the office, a very reasonable possibility hit me - maybe Erica had dropped her phone in the water. Maybe she dropped it off a building. Maybe she broke it. Whatever. But that was perfectly acceptable as to why she hasn't received my messages and updated her status!
I've decided I'll try giving her a call on the weekend. If she really did block me, then I'll get dumped over the phone, but at least I'll know. On the positive, she might see it as me making effort, which is a good thing. Also decided I'll stop playing this game of pretending I'm seeing other girls. I've concluded she keeps saying "you have many girls" because she wants me to say she is my only one.
On my way there it started raining, which got my grey suit wet, which annoyed me. I thought if I lost then I'd be really pissed.
I sat on a table with one guy playing, and the dealer was a chubby Asian lady. I timed my bets and won on basically all my bets (lucky). I was up $300 and then left the table when the dealer changed. I went to another table where I won another $100, but not before going down a bit. It made me sick to think I'd lose back all that I'd won.
I left that table but wanted to exchange my $50 notes for $100 notes, and cashed in at another table. But temptation got the better of me again and instead of asking for $100 chips, I got all colour. I played a bit, went down, and then was up $30 before leaving. I could tell the dealer was annoyed, but I didn't like his vibe and his spins. Better to cop some dirty looks and walk away with $30 than please them and lose all my fucking money.
So, total gain was $430.
As I walked back to the office, a very reasonable possibility hit me - maybe Erica had dropped her phone in the water. Maybe she dropped it off a building. Maybe she broke it. Whatever. But that was perfectly acceptable as to why she hasn't received my messages and updated her status!
I've decided I'll try giving her a call on the weekend. If she really did block me, then I'll get dumped over the phone, but at least I'll know. On the positive, she might see it as me making effort, which is a good thing. Also decided I'll stop playing this game of pretending I'm seeing other girls. I've concluded she keeps saying "you have many girls" because she wants me to say she is my only one.
posted by toey | 22:27
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