Sasa
I was pretty intent on getting some work done today, because I may actually not get my 12 this month. Grrrr the three hearings I have coming up. So I got up, had breakfast, and then got to work at a bit after 9am. My plan was to finish off the file I had worked on yesterday, maybe do the minute for the file Alanna returned, and then go see Lilly.
Midway through, my dad calls and tells me he busted the tyre. I call NRMA and get their assistance, and they're on their way. My dad kept calling me to call them for this and that, which started annoying me. I mean, they were on their way, there's not much else I could do.
I did finish off the file, and thought about doing the minute, but Malay started messaging me about catching up with G since he came back from China. I called G and organised lunch and for Malay to pick me up at 1pm. It was already 12:30 so I decided to go out for a walk, and look for chocolate strawberries. There has to be a place in the city that sells chocolate strawberries.
Even though meeting up with them would in effect mean no Lilly, I told myself it was the better thing to do. So Lilly could wait another week.
I walked around the block before waiting on the street across from my building. I swear I stood there for so long. People for some reason kept looking at me. One guy hit me with his umbrella, and I swear if I was in pissed off mode I would've attacked him. I thought about going to the Asian grocery store to get a can of chips, but didn't want Malay to arrive and not see me.
So, I waited. And waited. And waited. I waited so long, and it was so cold, that it was even noticeable to a group of girls passing by. One said "you look so lonely!", and another one hugged me. Like...she fully hugged me. She squeezed me harder than I think anyone has ever squeezed me. I didn't know what to do so I kept my hands in my pocket. Then they walked off. Lol.
Eventually I went to get a can of chips, and on my way back Malay called. He was there, and I found him parked nearby. I hadn't seen him for a few weeks now, since I started my boycott of organising anything for this group. There are too many bailers, I can't be fucked anymore.
He told me he was stuck on a street, that was why he was late. He has this knack for going in and around small streets, as if they were shortcuts. I just stick to the main roads.
On our way there, G called (probably because we were late), and I asked him where he was. He said Easyway, and I asked if there was one at the shopping centre near us. He said he was at Chinksford, which was where Malay and I were at that time, so all we had to do was find a parking spot.
We found G standing at the entrance to Easyway. I offered him the can of chips, and he gave us some key rings he had brought back from China as gifts. That took me by surprise. I think he's finally learning about not being a cheapskate amongst your friends.
Malay and I went to the ATM while G went back to his car to get me the cufflinks. We met back up near the bank and decided to try a new Indonesian restaurant across the street. The food was ok, but I was actually quite interested in hearing G's stories about Taiwan and Shanghai. He wasn't very articulate, or he wasn't very well prepared, or maybe he really did have a lot of boring times spent with his family and relatives.
We talked about Shuing a bit, about how much he's changed. Apparently G met with him and James yesterday. They're doing sports betting together, which is a worry. I wonder why Shuing didn't drag Malay and I out to that yesterday.
Malay wanted to get a coffee after but he could tell I was full from the meal and the drink I had. We went for a walk and ended up at Easyway. They bought some drinks but I didn't, mainly because I had no money, and also because I had just had a similar drink.
We talked about going away for a weekend. Malay didn't want to go as far as the Gold Coast like Brain suggested. G didn't seem like he wanted to come at all. I was half up for it. We again talked about Shuing, and whether we should do any 'intervention'. The thing is, I know it would never work. He's too defensive, he's not open to ideas. It would have to be a very, very subtle and cleverly worded suggestion. None of us are that tactful.
Towards the end of our 'session', my mind started wandering off. I found myself glancing at G's watch for the time.
Maybe I can see Lilly after this?
Now I wanted an exit. When conversation went dry and they had finished their drinks, I said we should go. And we did. Malay drove me home, and I quickly got onto my laptop to check the bus time tables. It'd have to be a visit with no chocolate strawberries. I found that the next bus would come in 15 minutes. I called up the shop. This was exciting. This was thrilling. This was exhilirating.
After a lot of rings, the usual guy picked up. I asked if Lilly was working today, and he said day off.
Oh...
Two days off?
I decided that she was either sick, or she had gone to work for their 'sister shop', which is a massage place in the city. I decided to check it out, since I had never been there. My mind had gone to this length. It was desperation now.
I caught a bus out and checked out the place. This exploring was kinda fun in a novel way. It was raining lightly, but I didn't care. I trodded around and found the unfriendly looking gates. Problem was, there were a couple of bums sitting right opposite the place, and I was too embarassed to check it out up close. I mean, if there were no bells, I'd be standing there like a fool. I walked around once more to see if they'd go, but they didn't. I decided my reputation (even though I didn't know them) wasn't worth it, so I decided to go to another shop - one that John had taken library guy and me to a while ago.
I went in and was greeted by a friendly Asian guy who showed me to the waiting room. I was shown three girls, one by one. As soon as I saw the first girl, I knew it'd be her. The third girl was alright. But for whatever reason, when the guy asked me, I picked the third girl - Sasa.
The door was closed on me for a while and I heard another guy come in and was shown the girls in another room. I listened for the name Sasa to see if there were any dodgy dealings. There wasn't. After a few moments there was a knock on the door and Sasa opened it. She looked a bit different to that in the line up...a bit older. I asked her where the bathroom was and she showed me one on our way to the room. I used it and another girl came in while I was urinating, which was kinda funny. When she realised I was in there she quickly left.
We went to a room which seemed like at the back of the building. We made small chit chat, like her saying it was cold. I asked her for her name again because I had forgotten, She said it was "Sasa" but the guy pronounced it wrong. I thought it was Sasha.
I wasn't sure about the 'routine' of this place, so I was a little bit hesitant. We went into the shower and I grabbed one of her small boobs playfully, which made her laugh. She had earlier said that she missed her family and younger sister. Somehow we got to me asking if she had a boyfriend. She said she did in Korea, but he went for another girl, so she no longer trusts guys. I asked if she trusted me and she just smiled, not knowing how to answer.
Her English was actually pretty good, a lot better than Lilly's, even though she said she wanted to enrol in a course to learn English. Towards the end of the shower, she asked if I smoked and I said no. She asked if I minded her smoking and I said no.
So we sat on the bed and she started smoking, She was rubbing my leg as we talked. She asked me where I was from and my age. I asked her to guess. She said I wasn't Chinese and that I was 28. Found out she's 25 and has been here since 4 September. She pointed to a mole and I said "chum" and she was very surprised I knew Korean, lol. After a while, she attended to some other stuff and I didn't want to feel like a dork sitting there naked so I just laid on the bed. It may have been a bigger step for me than it seems - I was finally able to relax, instead of always being on guard.
She climbed onto the bed and started kissing my body. She kissed me on the lips softly, and I said "bubu" which made her laugh. She took her time kissing everywhere and when she sat on me I started sucking on her breasts and fingering her. I was surprised she allowed me, as I don't think I have gone that far with any of the other girls. She wasn't wet at first, but she got wet soon after more massaging from me.
After a while, she asked if I was ready. She grabbed a condom and we started having sex. We then changed position with me on top. I felt that in terms of sexual chemistry, it was lower than with Lilly. But she seemed to be pretty into it. The only disturbing thing was she kinda looked like my cousin Cathy. It was actually all a little disturbing.
It took a while for me to finish, but it was really really hot steamy sex. We kissed a few times and our bodies were so hot and sticky together. The bond seemed to be there.
After that I laid back on the bed and she snuggled up next to me, quite close, resting her head on my chest and her legs and hips on my body. At first we just laid there without talking as I held her, but then I pointed out to her the parts of the face I knew in Korean. She seemed fairly impressed, and asked me where I learnt it. I wasn't prepared for that, and said a girl. She asked me if it was my girlfriend and I gave a "maybe" hand gesture. I said she went back to Korea and never came back. I wonder if she knew that meant she was a WL.
She started teaching me a few words in Korean as well. She had asked earlier (when we were sitting and she was smoking) if I was married, and I showed her my hands and she noted there were no rings. I wonder why they ask if I'm married but don't ask if I have a girlfriend.
She asked me what I worked as and I told her. She taught me that law in Korean is 'pob'. She also taught me "lawyer" but I've forgotten. She also said her sister was studying law, and seemed quite proud of her, although she failed her last exam and has one coming up in February.
I taught her the names of each finger, and also some other body parts, like the throat and Adam's apple. I told her in Thailand a lot of girls had it and she laughed, knowing what I meant. She could say "transgender". I said her English was better than mine and she should teach me, which made her laugh.
She rubbed my arm pit and I said "arm pit" and she said "smelly" and I playfully rolled on top of her and smelled her arm pit.
I said she was beautiful and she said "no". The buzzer went and we kissed and laid like that for a while before I asked her if she wanted to shower first. She said I should go first because she needed to clean up the bed. On my way to the shower, she asked if I was going home and I said yes. I asked her the same (knowing she wasn't) and she said she had to work, and playfully asked me to take her with me. So I showered, and she asked me if law was hard. I said it was easy to be a bad lawyer which made her laugh.
After she showered and was changing, I asked when her day off was and she said it always changed. I said I'd come back to learn more Korean and I'd teach her English, because I wanted to learn how to teach English. She told me to call to book, just to check she was working, because she wasn't allowed to meet outside of the shop. I got the hint, but I also brushed it aside as BS. I reckon if we got to know eachother better that might change. We'll see.
I asked her if she had dinner and she said she had a late lunch. I asked if she went out and she said she ate inside. She said she could cook and I said she could cook for me. She asked where and I said here, which made her laugh.
We walked out and I wasn't sure where we would part, but when she stopped, we kissed and I knew that was as far as she'd go, so I walked the rest of the way out.
Satisfied, I walked in the rain back to the bus stop. Lilly no longer held the same importance now.
Midway through, my dad calls and tells me he busted the tyre. I call NRMA and get their assistance, and they're on their way. My dad kept calling me to call them for this and that, which started annoying me. I mean, they were on their way, there's not much else I could do.
I did finish off the file, and thought about doing the minute, but Malay started messaging me about catching up with G since he came back from China. I called G and organised lunch and for Malay to pick me up at 1pm. It was already 12:30 so I decided to go out for a walk, and look for chocolate strawberries. There has to be a place in the city that sells chocolate strawberries.
Even though meeting up with them would in effect mean no Lilly, I told myself it was the better thing to do. So Lilly could wait another week.
I walked around the block before waiting on the street across from my building. I swear I stood there for so long. People for some reason kept looking at me. One guy hit me with his umbrella, and I swear if I was in pissed off mode I would've attacked him. I thought about going to the Asian grocery store to get a can of chips, but didn't want Malay to arrive and not see me.
So, I waited. And waited. And waited. I waited so long, and it was so cold, that it was even noticeable to a group of girls passing by. One said "you look so lonely!", and another one hugged me. Like...she fully hugged me. She squeezed me harder than I think anyone has ever squeezed me. I didn't know what to do so I kept my hands in my pocket. Then they walked off. Lol.
Eventually I went to get a can of chips, and on my way back Malay called. He was there, and I found him parked nearby. I hadn't seen him for a few weeks now, since I started my boycott of organising anything for this group. There are too many bailers, I can't be fucked anymore.
He told me he was stuck on a street, that was why he was late. He has this knack for going in and around small streets, as if they were shortcuts. I just stick to the main roads.
On our way there, G called (probably because we were late), and I asked him where he was. He said Easyway, and I asked if there was one at the shopping centre near us. He said he was at Chinksford, which was where Malay and I were at that time, so all we had to do was find a parking spot.
We found G standing at the entrance to Easyway. I offered him the can of chips, and he gave us some key rings he had brought back from China as gifts. That took me by surprise. I think he's finally learning about not being a cheapskate amongst your friends.
Malay and I went to the ATM while G went back to his car to get me the cufflinks. We met back up near the bank and decided to try a new Indonesian restaurant across the street. The food was ok, but I was actually quite interested in hearing G's stories about Taiwan and Shanghai. He wasn't very articulate, or he wasn't very well prepared, or maybe he really did have a lot of boring times spent with his family and relatives.
We talked about Shuing a bit, about how much he's changed. Apparently G met with him and James yesterday. They're doing sports betting together, which is a worry. I wonder why Shuing didn't drag Malay and I out to that yesterday.
Malay wanted to get a coffee after but he could tell I was full from the meal and the drink I had. We went for a walk and ended up at Easyway. They bought some drinks but I didn't, mainly because I had no money, and also because I had just had a similar drink.
We talked about going away for a weekend. Malay didn't want to go as far as the Gold Coast like Brain suggested. G didn't seem like he wanted to come at all. I was half up for it. We again talked about Shuing, and whether we should do any 'intervention'. The thing is, I know it would never work. He's too defensive, he's not open to ideas. It would have to be a very, very subtle and cleverly worded suggestion. None of us are that tactful.
Towards the end of our 'session', my mind started wandering off. I found myself glancing at G's watch for the time.
Maybe I can see Lilly after this?
Now I wanted an exit. When conversation went dry and they had finished their drinks, I said we should go. And we did. Malay drove me home, and I quickly got onto my laptop to check the bus time tables. It'd have to be a visit with no chocolate strawberries. I found that the next bus would come in 15 minutes. I called up the shop. This was exciting. This was thrilling. This was exhilirating.
After a lot of rings, the usual guy picked up. I asked if Lilly was working today, and he said day off.
Oh...
Two days off?
I decided that she was either sick, or she had gone to work for their 'sister shop', which is a massage place in the city. I decided to check it out, since I had never been there. My mind had gone to this length. It was desperation now.
I caught a bus out and checked out the place. This exploring was kinda fun in a novel way. It was raining lightly, but I didn't care. I trodded around and found the unfriendly looking gates. Problem was, there were a couple of bums sitting right opposite the place, and I was too embarassed to check it out up close. I mean, if there were no bells, I'd be standing there like a fool. I walked around once more to see if they'd go, but they didn't. I decided my reputation (even though I didn't know them) wasn't worth it, so I decided to go to another shop - one that John had taken library guy and me to a while ago.
I went in and was greeted by a friendly Asian guy who showed me to the waiting room. I was shown three girls, one by one. As soon as I saw the first girl, I knew it'd be her. The third girl was alright. But for whatever reason, when the guy asked me, I picked the third girl - Sasa.
The door was closed on me for a while and I heard another guy come in and was shown the girls in another room. I listened for the name Sasa to see if there were any dodgy dealings. There wasn't. After a few moments there was a knock on the door and Sasa opened it. She looked a bit different to that in the line up...a bit older. I asked her where the bathroom was and she showed me one on our way to the room. I used it and another girl came in while I was urinating, which was kinda funny. When she realised I was in there she quickly left.
We went to a room which seemed like at the back of the building. We made small chit chat, like her saying it was cold. I asked her for her name again because I had forgotten, She said it was "Sasa" but the guy pronounced it wrong. I thought it was Sasha.
I wasn't sure about the 'routine' of this place, so I was a little bit hesitant. We went into the shower and I grabbed one of her small boobs playfully, which made her laugh. She had earlier said that she missed her family and younger sister. Somehow we got to me asking if she had a boyfriend. She said she did in Korea, but he went for another girl, so she no longer trusts guys. I asked if she trusted me and she just smiled, not knowing how to answer.
Her English was actually pretty good, a lot better than Lilly's, even though she said she wanted to enrol in a course to learn English. Towards the end of the shower, she asked if I smoked and I said no. She asked if I minded her smoking and I said no.
So we sat on the bed and she started smoking, She was rubbing my leg as we talked. She asked me where I was from and my age. I asked her to guess. She said I wasn't Chinese and that I was 28. Found out she's 25 and has been here since 4 September. She pointed to a mole and I said "chum" and she was very surprised I knew Korean, lol. After a while, she attended to some other stuff and I didn't want to feel like a dork sitting there naked so I just laid on the bed. It may have been a bigger step for me than it seems - I was finally able to relax, instead of always being on guard.
She climbed onto the bed and started kissing my body. She kissed me on the lips softly, and I said "bubu" which made her laugh. She took her time kissing everywhere and when she sat on me I started sucking on her breasts and fingering her. I was surprised she allowed me, as I don't think I have gone that far with any of the other girls. She wasn't wet at first, but she got wet soon after more massaging from me.
After a while, she asked if I was ready. She grabbed a condom and we started having sex. We then changed position with me on top. I felt that in terms of sexual chemistry, it was lower than with Lilly. But she seemed to be pretty into it. The only disturbing thing was she kinda looked like my cousin Cathy. It was actually all a little disturbing.
It took a while for me to finish, but it was really really hot steamy sex. We kissed a few times and our bodies were so hot and sticky together. The bond seemed to be there.
After that I laid back on the bed and she snuggled up next to me, quite close, resting her head on my chest and her legs and hips on my body. At first we just laid there without talking as I held her, but then I pointed out to her the parts of the face I knew in Korean. She seemed fairly impressed, and asked me where I learnt it. I wasn't prepared for that, and said a girl. She asked me if it was my girlfriend and I gave a "maybe" hand gesture. I said she went back to Korea and never came back. I wonder if she knew that meant she was a WL.
She started teaching me a few words in Korean as well. She had asked earlier (when we were sitting and she was smoking) if I was married, and I showed her my hands and she noted there were no rings. I wonder why they ask if I'm married but don't ask if I have a girlfriend.
She asked me what I worked as and I told her. She taught me that law in Korean is 'pob'. She also taught me "lawyer" but I've forgotten. She also said her sister was studying law, and seemed quite proud of her, although she failed her last exam and has one coming up in February.
I taught her the names of each finger, and also some other body parts, like the throat and Adam's apple. I told her in Thailand a lot of girls had it and she laughed, knowing what I meant. She could say "transgender". I said her English was better than mine and she should teach me, which made her laugh.
She rubbed my arm pit and I said "arm pit" and she said "smelly" and I playfully rolled on top of her and smelled her arm pit.
I said she was beautiful and she said "no". The buzzer went and we kissed and laid like that for a while before I asked her if she wanted to shower first. She said I should go first because she needed to clean up the bed. On my way to the shower, she asked if I was going home and I said yes. I asked her the same (knowing she wasn't) and she said she had to work, and playfully asked me to take her with me. So I showered, and she asked me if law was hard. I said it was easy to be a bad lawyer which made her laugh.
After she showered and was changing, I asked when her day off was and she said it always changed. I said I'd come back to learn more Korean and I'd teach her English, because I wanted to learn how to teach English. She told me to call to book, just to check she was working, because she wasn't allowed to meet outside of the shop. I got the hint, but I also brushed it aside as BS. I reckon if we got to know eachother better that might change. We'll see.
I asked her if she had dinner and she said she had a late lunch. I asked if she went out and she said she ate inside. She said she could cook and I said she could cook for me. She asked where and I said here, which made her laugh.
We walked out and I wasn't sure where we would part, but when she stopped, we kissed and I knew that was as far as she'd go, so I walked the rest of the way out.
Satisfied, I walked in the rain back to the bus stop. Lilly no longer held the same importance now.
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