Buried / Lily

I woke up quite late this morning, at around 8:40am, which made me think "oh shit" knowing that I had to meet A at 9am for swimming. What made it worse what that I found out my dad was using the car, so I quickly went to the bathroom, changed and walked there. I was only about five minutes late, and he always seems to be preoccupied with the paper anyway.

We chatted as we went to the change room, and I've noticed a habit which seems to have developed, which stems from our previous swimming experiences at Souths - we stay away from eachother when changing. Me, personally, I couldn't care less. But I think he has this 'thing' about other guys. I remember he used to hate seeing the old men walking around naked. Not that I enjoy it, but I never found it as distasteful as him.

He also wraps a towel around before changing his swimmers, whereas every other guy just changes like no one else is around. I used to be like A, but all my experiences with the girls from whoring have made me more comfortable with my body. I also learnt to separate this type of nudity from nudity around a girl. Completely different things. Maybe this is just a different level of maturity.

We did 11 laps today. We tried to do three laps at a time but he broke that rule towards the end. He only wanted to do ten before I nagged him a bit to do one extra lap. I love swimming now, can't believe I didn't do it as much before. It really clears my mind, and everything seems so smooth, I feel like I have so much freedom.

I'm always sad when we leave the pool. I always feel like I wanna do more laps. It's hard to pull away from the pool.

We talked about the football, my lunch with Mono last week, and basketball. Also told him about my inflammed knee. I thought about asking him about share trading, but then thought his wife might think I was just getting him out to swim to ask him about shares.

After we parted, I caught a bus to Bondy to pick up the car. I still had some time so I went to the gym to do my exercises. Again, I refrained from doing the ones that would affect my left knee. While I was doing some stretches standing up against the wall, a girl came over to grab a mat from the stack next to me. The mat she took hit my arm, and I didn't think much but when I looked over, she was a really hot blonde. I told myself that there's no way she'd be interested in me, but later when I went over to get a ball from where she was stretching, I thought I sensed 'a look' from her.

Anyway, my dad had called and I was calling him back as I walked out the gym and right then I saw him pushing a trolley of the stock for the restaurant. What a coincidence. I got the car keys and parking ticekt from him and drove home.

I had breakfast and then went down to wash the car. I discovered a medium sized scratch on the front left bumper, and grrrrr-ed a bit at my dad, but who's to say it wasn't me who did it? So after I washed it, I painted over it with my touch up paint, which made me feel like a job well done.

I went back up to have a shower, and did think about going punting, but then didn't really feel like it. I grabbed my work clothes and went to the office to drop them off so I could travel to and from work in my casual gear. I saw Ogre there, and she asked if Amy was around, and I said I wouldn't have seen her because I had come in through the big door.

I then went to the supermarket to buy my week's lunch and went back to the office to drop it off. I saw Amy on the street with her boyfriend, so I told Ogre she was the last one. She quickly finished up and left together with me, probably because she didn't know how to lock up.

We parted ways downstairs. I had intended to catch Buried at the shopping centre near me, but there was no way I was gonna make it in 20 minutes. Instead, I had checked the net earlier and there was a 4:30pm session at Broadway so I went there. I got there at like 4:20pm, bought a ticket with small popcorn and coke (felt a bit left out the guy didn't ask me for an upgrade, but maybe he was new) and to my surprise they were still cleaning the cinema, so I waited around a bit outside.

I think the movie just came out this week, but there weren't many people in the cinema. Probably less than 30. I had read about it already, but it was still good. Seriously can't believe the whole movie was done within that coffin yet it managed to keep people entertained. Kinda like Cast Away.

I had half my mind on the movie, and half my mind considering going whoring. The movie made me think "god, some people are in such dire situations, I should be thankful just to be alive", but then I also thought "damn, life is short, better live it to the max". I also thought that I could ask whatever girl I saw about Naby.

The latter won out in the end, so after the movie, off I drove to that place. I actually have fond memories of that place, and kinda missed it, and was now looking forward to checking it out.

I parked on the main street nearby, walked in and was greeted by that guy who is usually there. I was ushered into a waiting room and he asked if I had a booking, and I said no. I was shown a line up of maybe about eight or nine girls. The first girl caught my eye because we made eye contact, and then she looked down. Most of the others weren't too appealing.

There was also Nana, who I think was Naby's friend. Ok, executive decision time.

Do I go with Nana, and have her tell Naby I did it with her? Do I waste my money and just sit with Nana and ask her about Naby? Or do I choose another girl, and have Nana tell Naby I'm frequenting the place again doing other girls? Either way, you dead.

When the girls each said hello, I made eye contact with the first girl again, and she looked down.

That's gotta be interest man.

When they were walking out, the guy told me to look at their numbers on their waist.

Dude, are you serious? I barely have time to check out their faces and bodies, you want me to notice the goddamn number???

I picked the first girl, and paid for an hour. I went to the bathroom and when I returned she was waiting for me at the stairs. She let me walk up first and I noticed there wasn't any hand holding.

She seemed like a timid and shy girl. When we got into the room I confirmed her name was Lily. She asked if I wanted a drink and I said yes. She came back with towels and a drink. I asked her if she got one for herself, which she didn't seem to understand, so I opened it and handed it to her. She took a sip before giving it back to me. I took a sip and was surprised at the bitter taste. Then I looked at it and saw that it was green tea.

We showered and I asked her how long she had been in Australia, she said five days. I didn't know if that was bullshit or not, but given she had said that, there was no point in asking her about Naby. Oh, and also I noticed the whole placed seems to have been renovated, probably the reason for the higher price.

I noticed her hair smelled really good. When she leaned into me I just wanted to shove my face into her hair. I could see that under the make up, she was quite average looking. Hell, even with make up she wasn't exactly the best. But she did have a cute bad girl look to her.

I had come in with the mentality that I would use these opportunities to improve myself. I decided to be a tad more aggressive yet also laid back and casual. It was like I dared myself to let myself go. It seemed to work, I can't remember what I said in the shower, but it made her laugh and it seemed to set the mood.

After I dried myself off, she poured some listerine and handed it to me. I had never done this before, but eh. I had it in my mouth and she did the same. I pointed to the drain, and she gestured for me to swallow it, and playfully tried to squeeze my nose, lol. When she spat it out in the drain, I did the same. As she walked to the bed, I slapped her butt.

Usually I'd stand around waiting for directions, but while she was getting ready I asked if I'd just lie down (yes I know, I asked, but that's one step improvement from standing around like a total idiot). She said yes, so I laid on my tummy and she did her thing. She said I had a nice body, and I said "you too".

When she asked me to turn, that was when I first noticed how perfect her boobs were. They were so perfect, I suspected they were fake. They were a decent size, but the shape of them were peeeeerfect.

She was on top for a while before she got off and said "doggy". I found it amusing how she knew so little English but managed to learn a word like that. In this time, I found she had a really cushy butt, which I liked. Then she laid down and I got on top, and I tried to be a bit harder than usual, which she seemed to like. She was moaning a lot, and I would've thought it was all a show but for her body temperature and her breathing. Her body was really heating up, so I figured she was really getting into it.

When we finished, I bit into her shoulder lightly and we stayed like that for a bit before we laid down. I had my left arm out, ready to hold her, and she pressed it down just to make sure before lying down next to me. That reminded me of Hana (who I had called before but the shop said she was still on holidays).

As I held her there, I could hear how hard she was breathing, and was just slowing down now.

See? She wasn't faking all that.

We laid there for a while. I tried to drift off to sleep but I was too self conscious to. She had the occasion cough and had to sit up to feel better, but each time would come back for me to hold.

I was a bit surprised she felt so comfortable with me. She had one leg over mine, and her hips weren't too far from mine. She kept rubbing my right arm/shoulder, feeling the curve/definition. I remember the first time with Naby I could sense she kept her distance. I sort of felt an 'achievement' when I heard her snore. She had really fallen asleep. I guess it was an achievement for me because I wanted her to feel comfortable around me.

One time, she got up to take a sip of the dirnk. She offered it to me by putting it near my mouth, so I just opened my mouth, expecting her to pour it in. She then took a sip. I thought she was just drinking some because there was too much in there and it would spill if she poured it into my mouth, so she was making sure there'd be less so it wouldn't spill.

Then I got it.

She leaned down and poured it from her mouth to mine.

God DAMN!

I held her for a bit longer to the point where I thought "man, when is this hour gonna be up?" but she didn't seem to mind. She got a towel and placed it on me and then laid on top of me, and then changed to lying beside me again but with the towel over us.

The buzzer went, and she didn't move. I yawned, and then she sat up. I said I was tired, and she started massaging my chest. She asked if I worked today, and I said no, and she asked if I worked, and I said Monday to Fridays. I asked her when was her day off, and she said Friday, but next week would be Tuesday. Didn't really understand her.

I told her to shower first and I sat on the bed examining my knees for any differences. When I showered, the water was a bit cold so I had a short one. After I dressed, I pointed to her and said "you" and then made snoring sounds. She started laughing in a really embarassed way and slapped me playfully, and made me promise not to tell anyone, and offered her pinky, and we did a pinky shake. She kept laughing after that.

Points won.

She asked if I slept, and I said "too loud" and made more snoring sounds, which made her laugh more. It seemed like I hit a self conscious spot.

I stood there watching the tv as she packed, and she asked if I knew the singer. I said no, and then started mimicking her dance moves, doing a pretty bad job of it, which made her laugh, hehe.

I asked her how to say "sleep" in Korean, and she said "cha-ja".

I opened the door for her, noticing how long we seemed to have even after the buzzer. That was the other part of me I improved - usually when the buzzer went I'd try to hurry, but today I was just relaxed, like it didn't matter.

I also noticed that there was no hand holding. Maybe it wasn't her thing. She let me walk down the stairs first, and when we reached the bottom, we said goodbye, and I went home to have dinner with my mum and sister. I felt pretty happy, maybe because I had gotten the frustration out of my system. I told myself that maybe I could reward myself by going once a month, but really not sure if I'd be able to resist from even once a fortnight.

Oh, and also, after taking the tablets, my left knee felt A LOT better today. It was almost perfect, until I guess when it started wearing off around midday.