I am the meaning of being lonely
Yesterday I did a bit of work, and then went out exploring. I drove to Byron Bay, where I walked around with millions of teens there for schoolies and watched The Invention of Lying. It was a pretty good movie, I find that I really enjoy these type of comedies which try to encapsulate some sort of moral message into them. I then went to Mullumbimby (which was full of hippies), and then Tweed Heads, where I just took a walk around the shopping centre. It had a cinema which reminded me of the one back home, but this was a bit too far to go for a movie.
Back home, I rented Fahrenheit 9/11. Pretty good movie, very insightful and raised a lot of questions. I can see now why all those people hated Bush.
Today, I went for a jog, went around the block again but it was a lot harder, maybe because there was no breeze like on Friday afternoon. But I still forced myself to do it. I washed my car, went out to do a bit of shopping, came back home and made some breakfast, and then worked on my files for a while. I spent a good part of the day on them, and am glad I got through them. I don't know how I'm going to get through this week.
After all that, I treated myself to a movie and rented Anger Management. Halfway through I realised it was getting a bit late, so decided to call Ele. I had been thinking about whether I should or not. I mean, if I did, then she may start finding me predictable, always calling on a Sunday night, and if I didn't, it may create some mystery. But, I remembered Shuing said Asian girls liked routine, so I did.
I had planned out to ring pretending to be some guy calling about an ad in the paper about her offering cooking lessons. I would also talk about her house hunting, and Tracy. I'd be careful not to talk about her trip to China, so I can save that for the conversation just before she leaves.
Probably not to my surprise, the phone rang and rang, until it rang out. I continued watching the movie, but it was like eating something with no taste. Towards the end of the movie, I sent her a message:
"Hey, haven't spoken to you in years, call me when you're free"
Probably sounded desperate. I'm in depressed mode now.
I don't know why. She seems to show interest in person, but not when I call her.
Back home, I rented Fahrenheit 9/11. Pretty good movie, very insightful and raised a lot of questions. I can see now why all those people hated Bush.
Today, I went for a jog, went around the block again but it was a lot harder, maybe because there was no breeze like on Friday afternoon. But I still forced myself to do it. I washed my car, went out to do a bit of shopping, came back home and made some breakfast, and then worked on my files for a while. I spent a good part of the day on them, and am glad I got through them. I don't know how I'm going to get through this week.
After all that, I treated myself to a movie and rented Anger Management. Halfway through I realised it was getting a bit late, so decided to call Ele. I had been thinking about whether I should or not. I mean, if I did, then she may start finding me predictable, always calling on a Sunday night, and if I didn't, it may create some mystery. But, I remembered Shuing said Asian girls liked routine, so I did.
I had planned out to ring pretending to be some guy calling about an ad in the paper about her offering cooking lessons. I would also talk about her house hunting, and Tracy. I'd be careful not to talk about her trip to China, so I can save that for the conversation just before she leaves.
Probably not to my surprise, the phone rang and rang, until it rang out. I continued watching the movie, but it was like eating something with no taste. Towards the end of the movie, I sent her a message:
"Hey, haven't spoken to you in years, call me when you're free"
Probably sounded desperate. I'm in depressed mode now.
I don't know why. She seems to show interest in person, but not when I call her.
posted by toey | 21:12
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