SHE SMILED AT ME!!!

I left home at about 7:40am today, because I woke up at 7am and didn't want to get out of bed due to the cold. Anyway, I saw her at close to the childcare area. Some council worker was ripping posters off a street pole, and she seemed to have a bit of difficulty getting past. When she did, the council worker kinda gave her a look. Not sure if it was a dirty look or if he was just checking her out.

As I approached her, I looked at her, and...she smiled! SHE FRIGGIN' SMILED AT ME!!! I totally wasn't ready, so didn't smile back. I was just shocked. SHE SMILED!!! HAHA!

She actually has quite a beautiful smile. This put a smile on my face for the rest of my walk. This means that that time when she gave me 'the stare', it wasn't a hostile one.

At work, after I got changed, Melissa was standing at Genie's doorway talking and lured me into conversation. I felt obligated because she had just had her surgery and I needed to ask her how she was. Then they said they had both brought sweets to share later on in the day.

Later in the morning Genie said she had some KFC vouchers and asked if I wanted to go for lunch. Not being one to turn down KFC, I said yes. I went to the bank first to deposit the credit card money and my winnings, then went with her to KFC. As usual with her, there was no whinging about others. It was, relatively speaking, quite an innocent lunch. We talked about me getting a new laptop and the sentence I did on Friday. However, I get the feeling that she bitches along with Melissa when given the chance.

When we got back to the office, I walked with Genie in the corridor as I wanted to go see Melissa for a cupcake. I saw Jim was in DS's room, talking with one elbow on the stand near the doorway. I could sense Jim was looking out the window at me. At first I didn't look, but as I got closer, I looked up, and he was looking at me, then turned his head back to DS, and used his thumb to point back at me, waving his fist back and forth.

When I returned to my room, Melissa had placed a chocolate cupcake on my chair. I ate it with delight while reading over something, as I felt like a dessert. However, I was wondering what the hell Jim and DS were talking about.

Were they talking about me? About the SLO? About me not wearing a tie? Did they see me at the casino? Was this about the loud talking when we had pizza the other day? 


Don't speculate dude, don't speculate.


But why? Why would they be talking about me? Whhhhhhyyyyyyyy???

Then later in the afternoon, Genie invited us to her room to try the dessert she made. Melissa closed the door and we stood there eating it. To be honest, it wasn't that great. And I had to have two. Anyway, they started talking about what to do for my birthday, and also meeting for lunch at Melissa's house one day. As they talked about the plans (which involved their partners), I wondered to myself how the hell I got into this.

Why did they want me to join them? Why are all these girls wanting me to be their friends, yet at the very same time, I'm having zero luck in dating them? Why? Why? WHY?

I stayed back till about 8pm, half working, half trying to decide which laptop to get, then I went to the gym. My left shoulder/arm felt sore for some reason, it felt like I'd hurt it if I did my chin ups/dips, but I did them ok nonetheless.