Tiffany / She really is sick

I don't know why, but I got up at about 6:30am today, grabbed my dad's phone and used it to dial Naby's number. It rang out. I didn't want to use my home number as she might start thinking it was always the same person (ie. me) calling, so I thought revealing a number would alleviate some suspicion.

Anyway, I went back to sleep, woke up at 8ish. I had breakfast and jumped on the net and then had a further nap, waking up at about noon. I bummed around a bit half waiting for my dad to come back with the car.

I had decided: I was going to Naby's shop or my old massage place. I wanted either to see Crystal or Amy in the line up, or find a new girl to 'pursue' from the massage shop. I figured the massage shop method would be a lot cheaper in the long run. I called the shop and the guy said Naby was "day off" today.

I told myself that maybe after a bit more than a year, this thing had to end somehow. I semi-accepted it. I believed that she was eluding me for whatever reason. I told myself that I had a good run, but sometimes relationships just end. Maybe it was time to find a new one. I needed to take my mind off Naby and the best way to do it, right now, was to see Crystal or Amy whom I have had a start with, or meet a new massage girl who I could see potential with.

My dad came back at 2pm. I hurriedly got changed and left. I drove to the shop, parked, got some money out and went in. No security guard. I was greeted by a new guy, definitely not the usual guy I used to see. I wonder what happened to him. But then again, I come here for the girls, not the male receptionist.

I went to the bathroom and then returned to the main waiting room. I was shown four girls. One I think I have seen in a previous line up. None looked at me. One looked kinda older. After they left I asked if there were any other. The guy said there were two upstairs, would be ready in half an hour. I asked what their names were, hoping it'd be either Amy or Crystal, but nada.

I went with the girl in the middle whose hand covered the number. I later walked out to see her, thinking she wasn't much to look at, but maybe I was just still in with Naby. I walked up first and she indicated left on the second floor. I saw she was holding a Domo handbag and I said "domo" when I walked in. She confirmed I was referring to her bag and laughed.

She went out to get the towels, and when she came back I asked what her name was. She said Tiffany. As I was taking my shoes off I saw that she was wearing badge #99. We both got undressed and had a shower. I asked how long she'd been working here and she said 10 months.

Bingo, so you must know Naby.

Shower had a bit of talk. I said "choar" when the water was cold, and had to say it a few times before she knew I meant "cold". After the shower I said "kamsa-hamnida" and she laughed. I dried off, then gave her a towel when she finished.

I pointed to a notice on the wall which said something about taking the condom off was rape. I said that was new and she just laughed and shook her head.

I laid on my tummy as she got on and wiped my body some more with a towel before kissing the back of my body. After that she asked me to turn around and so I did, and she licked my nipples before going down on me, then doing the fire and ice thing.

Then she put the condom on and got on top of me. She placed her hands on my chest and abs, so I tried to bend up a little so she could feel how hard it was. I eventually sat up to suck her breasts and she didn't know what position I wanted and we both laughed. We changed and I got on top of her.

I started sucking her breasts before entering her. Maybe it was because I already had sex the previous night, but it took me a while to finish. I was going at it hard which caused her to moan a lot. Part of me thought it was fake, but her legs would spread really wide and then grip my waist. Then we switched to doggy where I eventually finished. She actually said "thanks" as she was breathing hard when I pulled out. Hmmm...maybe she did enjoy that.

I laid down with my left arm stretched out and she put her face on it, wanting to go to sleep. I decided to ask about Naby. After a bit of chit chat, I said I used to come here a lot. She was surprised. I asked if she'd ever seen me and she said no. I said I only see one girl, Bibi. She was like "ah, Nabibi" and I was like "huh?" but yeah, she knew who I was talking about. She said Bibi is very tall. I said she was about her height. She said Bibi was about 170cm and she was 168cm, and I made a "urrnn" sound as if to say that was negligible.

Anyway, I said I used to see Bibi but she's disappeared. She said she was sick!

Oh my god!! She IS sick!!!

I asked if it was like a cold and she said yes. I told her about how Bibi had left Australia and come back, and how I hadn't seen her since she came back. She didn't seem to understand at first, but said she came back for one day. I thought about asking if that was a Friday but didn't. I don't know why. Stupid me.

I told her not to tell Bibi I was here and made a "shhh" gesture with my finger and lips. She understood and smiled. She asked if I liked her with a bit of a knowing smile on her face and I said I did. I told her I messaged Naby but she didn't reply so I thought maybe she doesn't like me. She said that wasn't the case.

We went to another topic, and I asked her about what she did in Korea before. She said something about answering the telephone but drinking a lot so that customers could smell the drink. I asked if she had a boyfriend in Korea and she said yes. I asked if he knew she was working here and she said no, then she broke out candidly and said she was joking. She said she had one about two years ago but he was with many girls. She tried to find the word for it and I said "player" and she was like "yes!"

We talked about Sydney and Korea. She asked me how long I'd been here and I said 23 years. She asked if I liked it and I said it was ok, but there were too many people. I asked if she drank "choonga" and she said no because it was too expensive. She said $10 here was $11 in Korea.

She asked if I had a girlfriend and when I said no, she asked if I was married. When I said no she asked why. I said I'd been seeing Bibi for more than a year. Not sure where I was getting at. I remember asking her again not to tell Bibi.

By now we were both laying on our tummies talking. I could see from before how far apart our hips were, so I guess this was a good indicator of how close two people were. At one point I stared blankly at a bottle of Listerine thinking about Naby until she clicked her fingers in front of me. I just told her too much Listerine was not good for the mouth and also that the ice cube was not good.

As we were talking, her little alarm started going off and she reached for it and turned it off, and we continued talking until the buzzer went, then we went for a shower. I went first and got the water temperature right before having the shower, then I handed it to her.

I walked down the stairs first and then waved goodbye to her at the bottom. As I was leaving the receptionist guy asked if it was good service. I said "good, very good".

So now my mind was back to normal. I wasn't going crazy anymore. I wasted $730 over three days just because I am insecure. If only I had believed that she was sick. Trust. The key word is trust. And I didn't trust her.