Recovery day?
After gym in the morning, I dreaded work a bit, picturing that I would have to explain myself to the new boss and the deputy.
I was about to go see Alanna when she was already on her way over, so we stayed in my room. We talked about what happened in our matters on Friday, and not only was it good to find out about her day, but I just felt it was good to talk about things catching up. I could actually feel the re-connecting feeling.
She basically said it wasn't my fault and that there wasn't much I could've done. Maybe she's right, but I like Rod's quote: all faults are mine and mine alone.
Later in the day, on my way to Alanna's room, I bumped into the new boss. I was about to just smile and walk past, but she stopped me by saying she found out what had happened. I kept waiting for some slight against me, some passive aggressiveness, but either it never came or it was so good I couldn't detect it. It actually sounded like...she was sorry for me. What the hell?
Why aren't people busting on me??? I need anger!!!
I didn't go out for lunch, instead opting for soup and jam on sandwich. Haven't had jam for a while so thought it'd be a new and cheap idea. Didn't really speak to Karina either. Sometimes she leaves her cup of hot water in the kitchen while going to the bathroom, and if I pass, I like to move it somewhere else just to psych her out, but one time she nearly caught me but I don't think she knew what was up, and I just stood there with a sly smile, making her wonder.
So yeah, I didn't get smashed today, maybe I'll get it coming tomorrow. Everyone seems to be pretty cool about it.
After work I went to the gym, and did my stuff. I think I'll alternate between rowing and the bike. When I stand up and try to bend my right leg, at first that stretch in the front shin is VERY tight, but by the third set it's almost normal. Wonder what it is.
I was about to go see Alanna when she was already on her way over, so we stayed in my room. We talked about what happened in our matters on Friday, and not only was it good to find out about her day, but I just felt it was good to talk about things catching up. I could actually feel the re-connecting feeling.
She basically said it wasn't my fault and that there wasn't much I could've done. Maybe she's right, but I like Rod's quote: all faults are mine and mine alone.
Later in the day, on my way to Alanna's room, I bumped into the new boss. I was about to just smile and walk past, but she stopped me by saying she found out what had happened. I kept waiting for some slight against me, some passive aggressiveness, but either it never came or it was so good I couldn't detect it. It actually sounded like...she was sorry for me. What the hell?
Why aren't people busting on me??? I need anger!!!
I didn't go out for lunch, instead opting for soup and jam on sandwich. Haven't had jam for a while so thought it'd be a new and cheap idea. Didn't really speak to Karina either. Sometimes she leaves her cup of hot water in the kitchen while going to the bathroom, and if I pass, I like to move it somewhere else just to psych her out, but one time she nearly caught me but I don't think she knew what was up, and I just stood there with a sly smile, making her wonder.
So yeah, I didn't get smashed today, maybe I'll get it coming tomorrow. Everyone seems to be pretty cool about it.
After work I went to the gym, and did my stuff. I think I'll alternate between rowing and the bike. When I stand up and try to bend my right leg, at first that stretch in the front shin is VERY tight, but by the third set it's almost normal. Wonder what it is.
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