Really bad day at work
On Friday I went out to the Druitt after going to the gym. I thought I might be late cause I had to pick up the suitcase from the office too, but made it with plenty of time left cause it started at 10.
When I got there I saw Sally. I thought it was her but wasn't sure. I smiled and she smiled back. I asked if she was Sally and she said yes then we shook hands and I sat down next to her and we started talking. She was a bit surprised I went to 'the dark side', but she also said that was how it works - it's kinda cyclical.
After talking to her for a while, the guy from the other side came over and I went with him to talk about the case. I told him about the law I found and I gave it to him, and he said "I specifically told you to give it to me before", which pissed me off and I told him I only found it at 6pm the night before.
I found myself standing there, my knee shaking a bit but also starting to feel some defiance. But I questioned myself as to why I was standing there, like I was now subordinate to him? Why not just walk away? Fuck. Stupid upbringing habits.
When we went into court and did our matter, the judge was already on my side from the get go. He made him work for it, but gave me the adjournment anyway. I sat there thinking about how I'd gloat when I got back to the office. HOWEVER, then he started talking about costs, and I didn't know what he meant. We made arguments and I reckon he had pretty much made up his mind, and gave it to him anyway. I disputed the amount but he gave him that too.
Fuck.
Now everything had changed. I walked out of the courtroom feeling like shit. I went to the train station and texted Alanna. She texted back almost immediately and said it wasn't my fault, but I could tell she was just trying to comfort me. After all, how could she say it wasn't my fault when she didn't even know what happened?
I called Genie next because I know (not from her) that she had had costs made against her before, so I was hoping for some instructions as to what to do next. She didn't give me much, nor did she say she had this happen to her before.
I caught the train back and got to the office at around noon. I went to tell Wendy and she reacted like expected - saying that was wrong and then typing down my version of what had happened so she could send it to the deputy. Now I knew I was involved in deep shit. Karina saw me and said she didn't know I was back and asked how it went, and I just sshhed her and showed her my palm. Wendy, after Karina had walked away, said "not good".
After seeing Wendy, I went out to get lunch. I really needed the walk. I got a Subway sandwich and ate it back in the office. Wendy came to see me, and I felt she had calmed down a bit, now expressing her views on my side a little more. At the end, she even said she was glad it happened because she felt head office had been dealing with it inappropriately and this would open their eyes.
I finished my sandwich and went back to 'working', although there wasn't much I could do as my mind was pre-occupied with how much shit was going to follow. I basically sat around for the rest of the day, half telling Heath and Dugon about it and then doing a bit of research in the library. I went to tell Karina just in case she felt offended I had palmed her off.
At the end of the day, I was putting my tie back on (after eating an orange) and walking to see if Zena was around so I could scab some food off her. Wendy and Dugon were talking about organising some social drinks occasionally or something, and then Wendy remarked how she was never able to do a tie herself and she found it amazing as she watched me. I said something about how work was all that I talked about (I was serious) and she slapped me with the paper she was holding and walked away. Although it felt good that she was at ease with me, I still knew there was shit to come.
I was pretty relieved to leave the office, and had intended to either go watch The Other guys or go see Hana, but told myself I'd decide after gym. I saw that girl at the gym. She saw me coming from way beyond. She wasn't the one who served me, but I did notice she walked a bit closer when I got there. As I passed her, I looked at her and she looked up glancing past me and I smiled but she didn't smile back.
At the end of gym, I decided to go see Hana. I booked for two hours and withdrew some money. I could afford two hours because my card allowed me half an hour free, so I was really only paying for 90 minutes.
I got some petrol on the way there and got there on time. This time they had me wait in the normal waiting area and Hana came out, somewhat surprised to see me. She held my hand and led me to the room in the new expanded building, and I went to the bathroom briefly before joining her. The room was pretty amazing, it was so big with nice antique patterned walls and a spa. I didn't like being washed with sugar and milk much, but eh.
The spa took a while to fill up but when it did she had me get in first and was really careful about me slipping. She waited a bit more before getting in and sitting opposite me. For a quick second, I wished it was Naby sitting opposite me.
Just by her body language, I could tell she still wasn't feeling as comfortable with me as she could be. She had her legs close to her body, whereas I had envisaged myself holding her from behind, drawing numbers into her back. It was all a little disappointing.
She also told me she was leaving for Korea on Monday, and that Sunday would be her last day.
Oh my god this is Naby all over again!! Why meeeeee???
She said she was coming back in about a months' time, and was just going for a holiday, although I suspected it was a visa issue.
Anyhoo, I decided to do something about it, remembering the body language book that we could get someone to be more open by first changing their body language. So when she rubbed my leg a little bit, I rubbed hers and said I would try a foot massage on her. I tried and did a pretty bad job, and then asked her to show me how it was done. So she massaged my foot, and I took in the technique and then tried it on her.
It was pretty amazing. I was too soft, as she kept saying harder, which surprised me because I always felt that anything harder than my current touch would've hurt women. Also, it was a lot harder to do than expected. You don't really pay attention to technique when you're receiving a massage, and having been shown by her, I started seeing the body and muscles in a different way. She started saying how good it felt, and when I felt like I had mastered some techniques, I asked her to show me new ones and I'd repeat them on her as she laid back and closed her eyes.
We joked that I was her student, and that I'd apply for a job here, lol. I put on a girly voice and said "I'm Hana", which made her laugh. The actual spa and the treatment itself wasn't what I had expected. I remember having the spa a long time ago with some other girl and got pretty good treatment.
She asked if this was my first time and I said "yes...with you, but have been with many other girls" and she frowned a bit, lol.
After almost an hour we got out of the spa and onto the massage table. She asked if I wanted the massage first or the body slide first. I was pretty tired so I said massage. The usual thing happened, and I was a bit disappointed that she didn't 'invite' me to suck on her breasts like we have done in the past.
Afterwards, she went for a shower and I laid there thinking about how she'd never like me the way Naby did, and that I had wasted my time and money. I was beginning to think about cutting my losses and seeing another girl, and nearly drifted off to sleep when she quickly slid next to me, wrapping my left arm around her so she could rest her arm on my bicep. I wrapped my other arm around her and we laid there silently.
Maybe...this was the progress?
I was half asleep but had my right leg bent because I wanted to see how far I could bend it, but every now and then it would slide a little bit, then a little bit, then a little bit, until finally it became so obvious that she started pushing it down and then I let it go.
I had my shower and got dressed without really saying much. She sat there and watched me get dressed, and said the back of my head was messed up. I looked in the mirror and couldn't see it, so she started fixing it for me.
I left, feeling like a big day had finally come to an end.
Saturday
Yesterday, I got to the gym at about 7:20am. I was a bit upset that I had, yet again, been late, but it didn't matter since they hadn't even opened by the time I got there, as there was a huge line.
I did my stuff, went home to have breakfast and wash my car, then went to the gym at the Bra where I saw Nick and we had a bit of a chat. I then went to pick up Malay and we went to Paddy's to get a present for Scope. We had KFC first, and conversation was ok, but sometimes I would get secretly annoyed at how softly he spoke at times, requiring me to ask him to repeat it. We ended up getting him an army belt and a bullet, which were kinda cool cause he's into that sort of stuff.
I also bought a shirt for the gym, it's a blue shirt with like the Nokia logo but it says "Vodka - connecting people", lol.
I drove him home and then I went to the gym at Bondy. By now I was pretty tired, but did the stuff anyway. I have started rowing, and I think I'll alternate between the bike and rowing instead of trying to do everything in one session because it's getting to be a bit too much and taking too much time.
I got home, changed, used the bathroom and then G picked Malay and I up. He's soooo into Eminem's new album now, lol.
We were about 45 minutes late, which made Brain call me up and ask where we were. We met at the cinema and walked to Chinatown, and I deliberately made Scope pick out a Chinese restaurant to try to help with his indecisiveness. He finally picked one so we went there. I was a bit annoyed when Brain asked if we were sharing or ordering individually.
It's dinner! Of course we're sharing!
It showed, cause I said "well it's dinner..." and he said "sorry, I was just asking".
We had a good time, eating and talking. I could understand why G never brings his girlfriend out with this group, cause let's face it, it's kinda sad, but at the same time, I think about Fat Pat and his girlfriend probably just wanted to be a part of his life more and we weren't 'as' sad in that group.
After dinner we went to watch The Other Guys, which was funny as hell! I knew the other guys would like it, but I sat next to Brain and I thought he looked a bit stoic throughout the entire thing.
G drove us all home after.
Today
My dad wanted the car, so I'm car-less today. So I decided to take my exercises to the basketball court! Although some guys were around, I decided to fuck it and just picked a court near the tennis courts and did my exercises in the sun. It felt so good to have the sun beaming down on me. I loved it. I also loved (and missed) the sound of basketballs bouncing around, and birds chirping and just the usual sounds of nature. One thing I did realise during it was that I couldn't do either the bike or rowing =(
After that I took a few shots, and made 4/10 free throws. Not bad I suppose. It felt good to dribble and shoot again. My biggest concern now is bending my leg, because when I stand and bend it, there's a huge strain/stretch
When I got there I saw Sally. I thought it was her but wasn't sure. I smiled and she smiled back. I asked if she was Sally and she said yes then we shook hands and I sat down next to her and we started talking. She was a bit surprised I went to 'the dark side', but she also said that was how it works - it's kinda cyclical.
After talking to her for a while, the guy from the other side came over and I went with him to talk about the case. I told him about the law I found and I gave it to him, and he said "I specifically told you to give it to me before", which pissed me off and I told him I only found it at 6pm the night before.
I found myself standing there, my knee shaking a bit but also starting to feel some defiance. But I questioned myself as to why I was standing there, like I was now subordinate to him? Why not just walk away? Fuck. Stupid upbringing habits.
When we went into court and did our matter, the judge was already on my side from the get go. He made him work for it, but gave me the adjournment anyway. I sat there thinking about how I'd gloat when I got back to the office. HOWEVER, then he started talking about costs, and I didn't know what he meant. We made arguments and I reckon he had pretty much made up his mind, and gave it to him anyway. I disputed the amount but he gave him that too.
Fuck.
Now everything had changed. I walked out of the courtroom feeling like shit. I went to the train station and texted Alanna. She texted back almost immediately and said it wasn't my fault, but I could tell she was just trying to comfort me. After all, how could she say it wasn't my fault when she didn't even know what happened?
I called Genie next because I know (not from her) that she had had costs made against her before, so I was hoping for some instructions as to what to do next. She didn't give me much, nor did she say she had this happen to her before.
I caught the train back and got to the office at around noon. I went to tell Wendy and she reacted like expected - saying that was wrong and then typing down my version of what had happened so she could send it to the deputy. Now I knew I was involved in deep shit. Karina saw me and said she didn't know I was back and asked how it went, and I just sshhed her and showed her my palm. Wendy, after Karina had walked away, said "not good".
After seeing Wendy, I went out to get lunch. I really needed the walk. I got a Subway sandwich and ate it back in the office. Wendy came to see me, and I felt she had calmed down a bit, now expressing her views on my side a little more. At the end, she even said she was glad it happened because she felt head office had been dealing with it inappropriately and this would open their eyes.
I finished my sandwich and went back to 'working', although there wasn't much I could do as my mind was pre-occupied with how much shit was going to follow. I basically sat around for the rest of the day, half telling Heath and Dugon about it and then doing a bit of research in the library. I went to tell Karina just in case she felt offended I had palmed her off.
At the end of the day, I was putting my tie back on (after eating an orange) and walking to see if Zena was around so I could scab some food off her. Wendy and Dugon were talking about organising some social drinks occasionally or something, and then Wendy remarked how she was never able to do a tie herself and she found it amazing as she watched me. I said something about how work was all that I talked about (I was serious) and she slapped me with the paper she was holding and walked away. Although it felt good that she was at ease with me, I still knew there was shit to come.
I was pretty relieved to leave the office, and had intended to either go watch The Other guys or go see Hana, but told myself I'd decide after gym. I saw that girl at the gym. She saw me coming from way beyond. She wasn't the one who served me, but I did notice she walked a bit closer when I got there. As I passed her, I looked at her and she looked up glancing past me and I smiled but she didn't smile back.
At the end of gym, I decided to go see Hana. I booked for two hours and withdrew some money. I could afford two hours because my card allowed me half an hour free, so I was really only paying for 90 minutes.
I got some petrol on the way there and got there on time. This time they had me wait in the normal waiting area and Hana came out, somewhat surprised to see me. She held my hand and led me to the room in the new expanded building, and I went to the bathroom briefly before joining her. The room was pretty amazing, it was so big with nice antique patterned walls and a spa. I didn't like being washed with sugar and milk much, but eh.
The spa took a while to fill up but when it did she had me get in first and was really careful about me slipping. She waited a bit more before getting in and sitting opposite me. For a quick second, I wished it was Naby sitting opposite me.
Just by her body language, I could tell she still wasn't feeling as comfortable with me as she could be. She had her legs close to her body, whereas I had envisaged myself holding her from behind, drawing numbers into her back. It was all a little disappointing.
She also told me she was leaving for Korea on Monday, and that Sunday would be her last day.
Oh my god this is Naby all over again!! Why meeeeee???
She said she was coming back in about a months' time, and was just going for a holiday, although I suspected it was a visa issue.
Anyhoo, I decided to do something about it, remembering the body language book that we could get someone to be more open by first changing their body language. So when she rubbed my leg a little bit, I rubbed hers and said I would try a foot massage on her. I tried and did a pretty bad job, and then asked her to show me how it was done. So she massaged my foot, and I took in the technique and then tried it on her.
It was pretty amazing. I was too soft, as she kept saying harder, which surprised me because I always felt that anything harder than my current touch would've hurt women. Also, it was a lot harder to do than expected. You don't really pay attention to technique when you're receiving a massage, and having been shown by her, I started seeing the body and muscles in a different way. She started saying how good it felt, and when I felt like I had mastered some techniques, I asked her to show me new ones and I'd repeat them on her as she laid back and closed her eyes.
We joked that I was her student, and that I'd apply for a job here, lol. I put on a girly voice and said "I'm Hana", which made her laugh. The actual spa and the treatment itself wasn't what I had expected. I remember having the spa a long time ago with some other girl and got pretty good treatment.
She asked if this was my first time and I said "yes...with you, but have been with many other girls" and she frowned a bit, lol.
After almost an hour we got out of the spa and onto the massage table. She asked if I wanted the massage first or the body slide first. I was pretty tired so I said massage. The usual thing happened, and I was a bit disappointed that she didn't 'invite' me to suck on her breasts like we have done in the past.
Afterwards, she went for a shower and I laid there thinking about how she'd never like me the way Naby did, and that I had wasted my time and money. I was beginning to think about cutting my losses and seeing another girl, and nearly drifted off to sleep when she quickly slid next to me, wrapping my left arm around her so she could rest her arm on my bicep. I wrapped my other arm around her and we laid there silently.
Maybe...this was the progress?
I was half asleep but had my right leg bent because I wanted to see how far I could bend it, but every now and then it would slide a little bit, then a little bit, then a little bit, until finally it became so obvious that she started pushing it down and then I let it go.
I had my shower and got dressed without really saying much. She sat there and watched me get dressed, and said the back of my head was messed up. I looked in the mirror and couldn't see it, so she started fixing it for me.
I left, feeling like a big day had finally come to an end.
Saturday
Yesterday, I got to the gym at about 7:20am. I was a bit upset that I had, yet again, been late, but it didn't matter since they hadn't even opened by the time I got there, as there was a huge line.
I did my stuff, went home to have breakfast and wash my car, then went to the gym at the Bra where I saw Nick and we had a bit of a chat. I then went to pick up Malay and we went to Paddy's to get a present for Scope. We had KFC first, and conversation was ok, but sometimes I would get secretly annoyed at how softly he spoke at times, requiring me to ask him to repeat it. We ended up getting him an army belt and a bullet, which were kinda cool cause he's into that sort of stuff.
I also bought a shirt for the gym, it's a blue shirt with like the Nokia logo but it says "Vodka - connecting people", lol.
I drove him home and then I went to the gym at Bondy. By now I was pretty tired, but did the stuff anyway. I have started rowing, and I think I'll alternate between the bike and rowing instead of trying to do everything in one session because it's getting to be a bit too much and taking too much time.
I got home, changed, used the bathroom and then G picked Malay and I up. He's soooo into Eminem's new album now, lol.
We were about 45 minutes late, which made Brain call me up and ask where we were. We met at the cinema and walked to Chinatown, and I deliberately made Scope pick out a Chinese restaurant to try to help with his indecisiveness. He finally picked one so we went there. I was a bit annoyed when Brain asked if we were sharing or ordering individually.
It's dinner! Of course we're sharing!
It showed, cause I said "well it's dinner..." and he said "sorry, I was just asking".
We had a good time, eating and talking. I could understand why G never brings his girlfriend out with this group, cause let's face it, it's kinda sad, but at the same time, I think about Fat Pat and his girlfriend probably just wanted to be a part of his life more and we weren't 'as' sad in that group.
After dinner we went to watch The Other Guys, which was funny as hell! I knew the other guys would like it, but I sat next to Brain and I thought he looked a bit stoic throughout the entire thing.
G drove us all home after.
Today
My dad wanted the car, so I'm car-less today. So I decided to take my exercises to the basketball court! Although some guys were around, I decided to fuck it and just picked a court near the tennis courts and did my exercises in the sun. It felt so good to have the sun beaming down on me. I loved it. I also loved (and missed) the sound of basketballs bouncing around, and birds chirping and just the usual sounds of nature. One thing I did realise during it was that I couldn't do either the bike or rowing =(
After that I took a few shots, and made 4/10 free throws. Not bad I suppose. It felt good to dribble and shoot again. My biggest concern now is bending my leg, because when I stand and bend it, there's a huge strain/stretch
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