Nabi again :)
On Thursday night Michael L called twice. I didn't pick up the first time and thought about not picking up the second, because I knew it'd be some stupid dinner to try to set me up with Jessica. However, I didn't want to seem like I was breaking all ties with his side of the group so I called back. He invited me to Shuing's farewell on Friday night, and being such a big event, I couldn't say no, so I said I'd most probably be able to make it but would confirm.
I couldn't get Nabi out of my mind, and I kept thinking that maybe she was at the other shop. So at 11pm at night, I went out under the pretense of getting cheap petrol to go to that shop. I had never been inside, but remember once finding it with the intention of going in but changed my mind. It was pretty dodgy from the outside - iron gates in a dark alley with a small bell which took me a few moments to find.
I pressed it and was greeted by some Asian guy. He led me in and stood very close to me as I sat on a stool. Then the girls came out. This was a different style, something they call the "fishbowl" I think. It was like a catwalk runway, but with glass surrounding it so you couldn't run onto it if you wanted to, you could only watch.
I watched as girls one by one strutted along the runway towards me and then strutted back. I wasn't really thinking "is she hot or not?" but rather "is that Nabi?" I felt like I was doing a police line-up.
Sadly, none of them even remotely looked like her. I said to the guy "I'll come back another time, is that ok?" and he rudely said "it's not ok". I chuckled a bit, but I knew he was pissed off I had come in and made him work without buying anything. I didn't care, I was just after Nabi. But if I ever had the chance, I'd smash a chair onto his head.
Yesterday at work was pretty quiet. I had a quick lunch again just before noon and then went out to meet Shuing so we could watch Game 7 live together. We went to Cheers where a lot of people were already watching it, since we had joined in the second half.
It was such an exciting game! We were going for Boston, and there were Celtics fans upstairs but where we were had mostly Lakers fans. I found myself clapping loudly and going "yes!" each time the Celtics made a bucket. I thought we had it pretty good when we were up by 11, but then the drought began. I couldn't believe it. I thought it was over when Lakers were up by five, but then Rondo hit an amazing three, which didn't put anyone at rest. Shuing and I walked out immediately after the game, mainly because I had been out of the officer for two hours and didn't really want to get fired.
I thought the refs had a huge part in the Lakers' win. They called some questionable fouls on the Celtics, and totally missed the Gasol travel. I was pretty upset inside.
Shuing walked me back to my office and then we parted ways.
I worked very slowly the rest of the day, waiting for it to finish. I had asked Shuing if he was going to the farewell thing and he said no! So what the hell kinda farewell would it be if the person being farewelled wasn't there?! Obviously now there was no reason/obligation to go so I sent a message to Michael L and bailed.
I had also told Shuing about the awkwardness brought on by Brain and Scope at the lunch, and Shuing said it starts at home, meaning that they must not talk much at home. It made me think about how that applied to me.
Anyway, I didn't really have any plans for the night, but thought about watching a movie. In the back of my mind I had the idea of calling up the shop just to see if Nabi was working, because really there was no harm in making a call.
Heath came in at the end of the day and invited me to drinks. I agreed but said I needed to do one thing, used the bathroom and make a phone call. He hung around talking to Maria a bit, before realising that I was taking too long (deliberately).
When he left, I went to the bathroom then closed my door to make the phone call. I asked softly if Nabi was working, and had to repeat myself because the guy couldn't hear me. He said no, but I wasn't disappointed because I was expecting it. Thenhe said "oh wait..." and I thought maybe something was different. I heard him ask another guy if Nabi was working, and then he told me yes! YES! It was a yes!!!
I made a booking for an hour at 9pm. I just didn't know how long the drinks would take and how long after that I needed to go home and get the car.
I went to the drinks and awkwardly introduced myself since Heath was in the middle of a conversation. I got a coke and ended up talking to this guy who was on secondment. It was going fairly well until his girlfriend arrived and it was a bit awkward, cause she may have thought we had known eachother for a while. He did, however, give me hope - he was an Asian with a half Irish girlfriend. So there are some Caucasian girls out there who are willing to date Asian guys.
I later started talking to this guy called Anthony, whose few wisps of hair on his head always acts as a trademark for me to remember him by. We talked about work mainly, and I got the feeling that this group was anti-my department, which I hear a lot about, and I didn't really want to get into it since I was still new and I didn't want anyone to see me as being anti-my department.
It was a bit awkward when I left, because I wanted to leave when Heath left, but he didn't know that, so he just took off by himself. I said I needed to go as well and I felt that Anthony was cross-examining me, knowing I just didn't want to be there without Heath. I said I had to go home and get changed to come back out to watch soccer with friends, and he started asking me details which I had to make up. I basically ran away from the group, lol.
I caught up with Heath and walked with him to his bus stop. We had a bit of a whinge and I told him how I didn't like Wendy liked me, because of that time when she half joked that maybe she should go back to being an SLO and I said "maybe you should". Far out.
After that I went to withdraw some money to see Nabi, and thought about getting her some food but then thought that her seeing me after such a long absence was enough. I couldn't wait. It felt like I had so much to say to her. I wanted to tell her over and over again about how much I'd missed her, how I thought I'd never see her again, and how I just want to hold her forever and ever.
I caught the bus back home and bummed around for a bit because I was still so early. I left home at 8pm and drove there, intending to have a walk around to kill time, which I did. I walked along the main street, went into a pub to use the bathroom, then walked back down the main street.
I went into the place at about 8:45pm. It was some new guys I had never seen before. I told them I had a booking and the guy checked his very scrappy piece of paper documenting the bookings. I could see about five there including mine. He said "shit" and I thought he had given her to someone else over my booking. He then said I was early and I realised he just thought I had booked at the time I walked in.
I was cool to wait, which I did. I used the bathroom a couple of times and realised for the first time that the waiting room in the back links back around to the other waiting rooms. I flicked through a couple of magazines and waited till about 9:20pm.
I heard a girl talking to a guy, and then heard her say something like "Nabi already?" which I took to mean "Nabi has another customer?" Of course, I didn't like the fact that she was with someone else, and even more didn't like the thought that it might be a regular. I saw a line-up when another customer was there and there were some really pretty girls, so I'm not sure if every guy would pick Nabi over them.
Anyway, the guy called me and when I saw Nabi, she didn't have that same surprised reaction she had when I first saw her after missing a week, but I did notice a glimmer in her eyes.
I offered my hand and she held it as we walked upstairs. When we got far enough away from the guys downstairs she said "long time no see". I said "really?" and she said yes.
We walked into the room, then she went back out to get something (as usual) and came back in. She said she had been in Melbourne for eight days for a holiday.
Ohhhhhhhhh that explains it!
She said she left on a Wednesday and had just returned to work on Thursday (17/6). I said I had been calling and was just told that it was her day off. I said I wanted to see her last Saturday but she wasn't there.
She said she had seen my name on the booking list and was glad to see me.
We kissed a bit before showering. I just tried to take everything in and admire and appreciate the moment. After the shower we started kissing and she started nudged me towards the bed. I sat down and she kneeled down in front of me. That went on for a while before I laid back and she kept going. Then I moved up the bed and she followed.
We made love with her on top and then she fell back so that I was on top. It was quite passionate, with her moaning and saying "darling" a few times. I heard her say "yes" and "I'm cumming" a while later. I'm not sure if she actually was, I can't tell. My mind wandered between the passion of the moment, what some guy had apparently said about her on the forum two years ago (if that was even referring to her) calling her a "slut", and about the customer she was previously with.
We kissed a lot and it was like all this made up for all this time missing her. I almost couldn't believe I was with her again. At times I thought I would never see her again, and now here I was, with her, kissing her.
She switched back on top and that was how we finished. She stayed on top for a while, like she usually does, with her eyes closed, seemingly enjoying the moment. Her hair dangling down everywhere made her look a bit like a crazy woman, which I thought was funny.
After that we held eachother. She tried to put her legs over mine but I put one over hers. She kept fondling my hair and eyebrows. I ran my finger along her face until it reached her lips, when she playfully bit it. She asked if I wanted a coffee and I said I just wanted Nabi. I think we did the most talking since ever. I had told her earlier that the reason I missed her a few weeks ago was because I twisted my knee, and she asked me what happened and I said it was from basketball. She fondled my knees and asked which one it was, and when I said it was my right one, she tried to feel for any differences. I asked her if there was and she said yes. I think she said there was a bone in my left but not in my right, which has always been the case.
I said I couldn't run so I had gotten a bit fat, and she agreed. She said I was a bit fatter since last seeing me. She said a bit of fat was cute. I said "but not sexy?" and she said "not sexy".
She then told me that she was going to Korea soon. I asked her why and she said to fix her teeth. I said I liked it and she said "do you want it?" and pretended pulling one out to give to me. She said she was going on July 7. I asked her if she was coming back, and she said she didn't know.
Needless to say, I was in a bit of a shock. I'd always knew this thing wouldn't last, but I didn't know it would end this soon. At times we would hold eachother in silence, but then eventually one of us would say something. We ended up with her laying on her stomach and me holding her around the hips as we talked. She had also lit up a cigarette and was playing with my hair and facial hair.
She also mentioned that she might get plastic surgery on her face. I told her not to, and she said it would make her look pretty. I said she was already pretty, perfect, the best looking girl I'd seen. She asked why I didn't like it and I said it looks fake.
I asked her what I was going to do without her and she said she didn't know. I asked her how I would know if she would come back, joking that if I called up the place they would get angry, "Nabi here? Day off. Nabi here? Day off! Nabi here? DAY OFF!", which made her laugh, lol. She said I could give her my number and she would text me if she returned. No messages would mean she was not back I guess.
We had also joked earlier about what I'd do in her absence before, and I said I'd see another girl. She started laughing and I quickly held her and said I was joking, and she said "I know what's on your mind". I wonder if she really thought that. I wonder if she knew that she was the only girl I'd been seeing since we met, and if she thought otherwise.
My mind kept thinking about July 7.
July 7, July 7, July 7.
I told her my birthday was soon, and she asked when. When I told her, she tried to figure out what day it would fall on, and I said the Tuesday after next. I don't know if she has anything in mind. She asked if I was going to celebrate and I said no, she asked why and I said I just didn't. I had in mind of seeing her that day, but didn't tell her.
I asked when her birthday was and she said 2 December.
She also brought up that she would be taking her mother on a holiday to Japan and maybe Thailand. I half jokingly asked if her mother would pay or if she would pay. She said she would pay, and I said she was a good daughter. She said her mother missed her.
I felt like I had so much to say her to because this was such big news for me. I asked again what I would do with her, and she said she didn't know.
She said her friend was going back to Korea the next day. I asked her if she had any other friends, and she said that was her one best friend. I said she had me as a friend and she said the same back. For a moment, it seemed like the weirdest moment - it was like being put in the friendzone by a girl you regularly have sex with.
The buzzer went and she said "shit" as she reluctantly got out of bed. I said "shi-ba" which really made her laugh. She kinda made it seem like I shouldn't say it, but couldn't stop laughing. I said she could shower first. She packed up her stuff before showering. I waited and then had my turn. She asked me what I was going to have for dinner, and I said maybe McDonald's, maybe a Nabi burger, which made her laugh.
As I was tying my shoes, she had come to sit next to me holding my jacket. She opened it and held it up for me to put on and asked me where my glasses were. I took them out from the pocket and put them on.
I was thinking so much about July 7 that I forgot to tell her I would see her next Saturday. In hindsight, I probably also should've asked her when was the last day she'd be working. My stupid mind just seemed to assume she'd be working up until July 7.
As we left the room she said something in Korean which meant either goodbye or hello. When we walked down the stairs she said the place smelled. When we got down to the bottom she said goodbye which I felt had a bit more...I don't know how to describe it, 'care' maybe?
I drove to Chinksford Macca's and bought ten nuggets and went to the seaside to eat them. I felt like sleeping/crying but didn't. I went back home and went to sleep, feeling sad.
I couldn't get Nabi out of my mind, and I kept thinking that maybe she was at the other shop. So at 11pm at night, I went out under the pretense of getting cheap petrol to go to that shop. I had never been inside, but remember once finding it with the intention of going in but changed my mind. It was pretty dodgy from the outside - iron gates in a dark alley with a small bell which took me a few moments to find.
I pressed it and was greeted by some Asian guy. He led me in and stood very close to me as I sat on a stool. Then the girls came out. This was a different style, something they call the "fishbowl" I think. It was like a catwalk runway, but with glass surrounding it so you couldn't run onto it if you wanted to, you could only watch.
I watched as girls one by one strutted along the runway towards me and then strutted back. I wasn't really thinking "is she hot or not?" but rather "is that Nabi?" I felt like I was doing a police line-up.
Sadly, none of them even remotely looked like her. I said to the guy "I'll come back another time, is that ok?" and he rudely said "it's not ok". I chuckled a bit, but I knew he was pissed off I had come in and made him work without buying anything. I didn't care, I was just after Nabi. But if I ever had the chance, I'd smash a chair onto his head.
Yesterday at work was pretty quiet. I had a quick lunch again just before noon and then went out to meet Shuing so we could watch Game 7 live together. We went to Cheers where a lot of people were already watching it, since we had joined in the second half.
It was such an exciting game! We were going for Boston, and there were Celtics fans upstairs but where we were had mostly Lakers fans. I found myself clapping loudly and going "yes!" each time the Celtics made a bucket. I thought we had it pretty good when we were up by 11, but then the drought began. I couldn't believe it. I thought it was over when Lakers were up by five, but then Rondo hit an amazing three, which didn't put anyone at rest. Shuing and I walked out immediately after the game, mainly because I had been out of the officer for two hours and didn't really want to get fired.
I thought the refs had a huge part in the Lakers' win. They called some questionable fouls on the Celtics, and totally missed the Gasol travel. I was pretty upset inside.
Shuing walked me back to my office and then we parted ways.
I worked very slowly the rest of the day, waiting for it to finish. I had asked Shuing if he was going to the farewell thing and he said no! So what the hell kinda farewell would it be if the person being farewelled wasn't there?! Obviously now there was no reason/obligation to go so I sent a message to Michael L and bailed.
I had also told Shuing about the awkwardness brought on by Brain and Scope at the lunch, and Shuing said it starts at home, meaning that they must not talk much at home. It made me think about how that applied to me.
Anyway, I didn't really have any plans for the night, but thought about watching a movie. In the back of my mind I had the idea of calling up the shop just to see if Nabi was working, because really there was no harm in making a call.
Heath came in at the end of the day and invited me to drinks. I agreed but said I needed to do one thing, used the bathroom and make a phone call. He hung around talking to Maria a bit, before realising that I was taking too long (deliberately).
When he left, I went to the bathroom then closed my door to make the phone call. I asked softly if Nabi was working, and had to repeat myself because the guy couldn't hear me. He said no, but I wasn't disappointed because I was expecting it. Thenhe said "oh wait..." and I thought maybe something was different. I heard him ask another guy if Nabi was working, and then he told me yes! YES! It was a yes!!!
I made a booking for an hour at 9pm. I just didn't know how long the drinks would take and how long after that I needed to go home and get the car.
I went to the drinks and awkwardly introduced myself since Heath was in the middle of a conversation. I got a coke and ended up talking to this guy who was on secondment. It was going fairly well until his girlfriend arrived and it was a bit awkward, cause she may have thought we had known eachother for a while. He did, however, give me hope - he was an Asian with a half Irish girlfriend. So there are some Caucasian girls out there who are willing to date Asian guys.
I later started talking to this guy called Anthony, whose few wisps of hair on his head always acts as a trademark for me to remember him by. We talked about work mainly, and I got the feeling that this group was anti-my department, which I hear a lot about, and I didn't really want to get into it since I was still new and I didn't want anyone to see me as being anti-my department.
It was a bit awkward when I left, because I wanted to leave when Heath left, but he didn't know that, so he just took off by himself. I said I needed to go as well and I felt that Anthony was cross-examining me, knowing I just didn't want to be there without Heath. I said I had to go home and get changed to come back out to watch soccer with friends, and he started asking me details which I had to make up. I basically ran away from the group, lol.
I caught up with Heath and walked with him to his bus stop. We had a bit of a whinge and I told him how I didn't like Wendy liked me, because of that time when she half joked that maybe she should go back to being an SLO and I said "maybe you should". Far out.
After that I went to withdraw some money to see Nabi, and thought about getting her some food but then thought that her seeing me after such a long absence was enough. I couldn't wait. It felt like I had so much to say to her. I wanted to tell her over and over again about how much I'd missed her, how I thought I'd never see her again, and how I just want to hold her forever and ever.
I caught the bus back home and bummed around for a bit because I was still so early. I left home at 8pm and drove there, intending to have a walk around to kill time, which I did. I walked along the main street, went into a pub to use the bathroom, then walked back down the main street.
I went into the place at about 8:45pm. It was some new guys I had never seen before. I told them I had a booking and the guy checked his very scrappy piece of paper documenting the bookings. I could see about five there including mine. He said "shit" and I thought he had given her to someone else over my booking. He then said I was early and I realised he just thought I had booked at the time I walked in.
I was cool to wait, which I did. I used the bathroom a couple of times and realised for the first time that the waiting room in the back links back around to the other waiting rooms. I flicked through a couple of magazines and waited till about 9:20pm.
I heard a girl talking to a guy, and then heard her say something like "Nabi already?" which I took to mean "Nabi has another customer?" Of course, I didn't like the fact that she was with someone else, and even more didn't like the thought that it might be a regular. I saw a line-up when another customer was there and there were some really pretty girls, so I'm not sure if every guy would pick Nabi over them.
Anyway, the guy called me and when I saw Nabi, she didn't have that same surprised reaction she had when I first saw her after missing a week, but I did notice a glimmer in her eyes.
I offered my hand and she held it as we walked upstairs. When we got far enough away from the guys downstairs she said "long time no see". I said "really?" and she said yes.
We walked into the room, then she went back out to get something (as usual) and came back in. She said she had been in Melbourne for eight days for a holiday.
Ohhhhhhhhh that explains it!
She said she left on a Wednesday and had just returned to work on Thursday (17/6). I said I had been calling and was just told that it was her day off. I said I wanted to see her last Saturday but she wasn't there.
She said she had seen my name on the booking list and was glad to see me.
We kissed a bit before showering. I just tried to take everything in and admire and appreciate the moment. After the shower we started kissing and she started nudged me towards the bed. I sat down and she kneeled down in front of me. That went on for a while before I laid back and she kept going. Then I moved up the bed and she followed.
We made love with her on top and then she fell back so that I was on top. It was quite passionate, with her moaning and saying "darling" a few times. I heard her say "yes" and "I'm cumming" a while later. I'm not sure if she actually was, I can't tell. My mind wandered between the passion of the moment, what some guy had apparently said about her on the forum two years ago (if that was even referring to her) calling her a "slut", and about the customer she was previously with.
We kissed a lot and it was like all this made up for all this time missing her. I almost couldn't believe I was with her again. At times I thought I would never see her again, and now here I was, with her, kissing her.
She switched back on top and that was how we finished. She stayed on top for a while, like she usually does, with her eyes closed, seemingly enjoying the moment. Her hair dangling down everywhere made her look a bit like a crazy woman, which I thought was funny.
After that we held eachother. She tried to put her legs over mine but I put one over hers. She kept fondling my hair and eyebrows. I ran my finger along her face until it reached her lips, when she playfully bit it. She asked if I wanted a coffee and I said I just wanted Nabi. I think we did the most talking since ever. I had told her earlier that the reason I missed her a few weeks ago was because I twisted my knee, and she asked me what happened and I said it was from basketball. She fondled my knees and asked which one it was, and when I said it was my right one, she tried to feel for any differences. I asked her if there was and she said yes. I think she said there was a bone in my left but not in my right, which has always been the case.
I said I couldn't run so I had gotten a bit fat, and she agreed. She said I was a bit fatter since last seeing me. She said a bit of fat was cute. I said "but not sexy?" and she said "not sexy".
She then told me that she was going to Korea soon. I asked her why and she said to fix her teeth. I said I liked it and she said "do you want it?" and pretended pulling one out to give to me. She said she was going on July 7. I asked her if she was coming back, and she said she didn't know.
Needless to say, I was in a bit of a shock. I'd always knew this thing wouldn't last, but I didn't know it would end this soon. At times we would hold eachother in silence, but then eventually one of us would say something. We ended up with her laying on her stomach and me holding her around the hips as we talked. She had also lit up a cigarette and was playing with my hair and facial hair.
She also mentioned that she might get plastic surgery on her face. I told her not to, and she said it would make her look pretty. I said she was already pretty, perfect, the best looking girl I'd seen. She asked why I didn't like it and I said it looks fake.
I asked her what I was going to do without her and she said she didn't know. I asked her how I would know if she would come back, joking that if I called up the place they would get angry, "Nabi here? Day off. Nabi here? Day off! Nabi here? DAY OFF!", which made her laugh, lol. She said I could give her my number and she would text me if she returned. No messages would mean she was not back I guess.
We had also joked earlier about what I'd do in her absence before, and I said I'd see another girl. She started laughing and I quickly held her and said I was joking, and she said "I know what's on your mind". I wonder if she really thought that. I wonder if she knew that she was the only girl I'd been seeing since we met, and if she thought otherwise.
My mind kept thinking about July 7.
July 7, July 7, July 7.
I told her my birthday was soon, and she asked when. When I told her, she tried to figure out what day it would fall on, and I said the Tuesday after next. I don't know if she has anything in mind. She asked if I was going to celebrate and I said no, she asked why and I said I just didn't. I had in mind of seeing her that day, but didn't tell her.
I asked when her birthday was and she said 2 December.
She also brought up that she would be taking her mother on a holiday to Japan and maybe Thailand. I half jokingly asked if her mother would pay or if she would pay. She said she would pay, and I said she was a good daughter. She said her mother missed her.
I felt like I had so much to say her to because this was such big news for me. I asked again what I would do with her, and she said she didn't know.
She said her friend was going back to Korea the next day. I asked her if she had any other friends, and she said that was her one best friend. I said she had me as a friend and she said the same back. For a moment, it seemed like the weirdest moment - it was like being put in the friendzone by a girl you regularly have sex with.
The buzzer went and she said "shit" as she reluctantly got out of bed. I said "shi-ba" which really made her laugh. She kinda made it seem like I shouldn't say it, but couldn't stop laughing. I said she could shower first. She packed up her stuff before showering. I waited and then had my turn. She asked me what I was going to have for dinner, and I said maybe McDonald's, maybe a Nabi burger, which made her laugh.
As I was tying my shoes, she had come to sit next to me holding my jacket. She opened it and held it up for me to put on and asked me where my glasses were. I took them out from the pocket and put them on.
I was thinking so much about July 7 that I forgot to tell her I would see her next Saturday. In hindsight, I probably also should've asked her when was the last day she'd be working. My stupid mind just seemed to assume she'd be working up until July 7.
As we left the room she said something in Korean which meant either goodbye or hello. When we walked down the stairs she said the place smelled. When we got down to the bottom she said goodbye which I felt had a bit more...I don't know how to describe it, 'care' maybe?
I drove to Chinksford Macca's and bought ten nuggets and went to the seaside to eat them. I felt like sleeping/crying but didn't. I went back home and went to sleep, feeling sad.
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