Did yesterday really happen?
Did yesterday really happen?
I went to the courts and did my jump rope as usual, then went to the gym, then went into work. I worked for about an hour (and NOTE: I did NOT go into Katie's office or feel the need to), then went home to get the car. I drove my dad to Chinksford and then went to the Wick to get some chocolate strawberries and then went to see Naby.
The rumours going around about this place is that some drunken idiot "had a go" at one of the girls, hence why the police were called, so I feel a bit safer.
I gave Naby the chcocolate strawberries. Unlike Jenny/Emily, she just said thanks without really checking them out, whereas Jenny/Emily shared it with me.
In the back of my mind I know everything done by her is because I pay for it, which makes me feel a bit more comfortable in the sense that I have no expectations that any of this is 'real' or 'true'. But I do feel, mainly by her body language, that we are getting somewhat closer. Last week it was holding me and continuously kissing me. This time there was a lot of tongue, holding me, and putting her legs around and on top of me as we laid there.
In the space of an hour we managed to have sex twice and have her get me a drink in the middle of it. I would've been content to just hold her and drift off to sleep after the first time.
After that I stupidly went to the casino. I lost $900. I guess a loss was coming, since I had left with a win every other time. It's how it works. I should know better. So today, I woke up with the "did I really lose $900 yesterday?" feeling.
Yes I did.
And I know I've said this a million times before, but I need to kick the habit. I'm quitting. I've figured out the only way to make more money is to work harder and get a promotion.
Speaking of which, you know what I noticed a few days ago? I was checking the organisational hierarchy, and I am on the same level as Katie and Yoshi. Now, I don't think anyone sees us as being on the same level, because it's fucking obvious I have more experience than them, but to see that we're on the same level really pissed me off. What pissed me off more was to see other people higher than me who have less experience. This just gave me more motivation to reach 13 this month.
Oh, and last night I had a dream I was playing a game of bball. It was part of the Chinese comp, but it was outdoors. It was a special event or something. Some guy got on a fastbreak and I chased him down. I had him down on lock, and he softened as he went for the lay-up. I had it. I could see a swat coming. I jumped up after him but mis-timed my swipe, and although I got a bit of the ball, enough to hit it away, I didn't get the massive swat I wanted and fouled him as well.
On Friday Karina came into my office and held out three rolls of lollies for me to choose from. I chose the fruity pastelles and she gave me the whole roll.
I spent the day half working on Monday's file for court and half doing another brief, which I managed to finish and put into Alanna's cabinet - my 8th. I'm on target to get 12 by the end of next week and 13 by the end of the month.
At lunch I went to pick up my suit. I decided that the "buy 2 get 1 free" shirt deal at Myer was too good to pass up, and I needed to get a present for my mom si I stopped off at Myer first. I bought two blue shirts and one white one, then got a $138 fragrance package for my mom.
I then went to pick up the suit. I didn't have time to try it on so I didn't. On my way back to the office I grabbed some Macca's. I went back to the office and ate my lunch, then opened up the cabinet with the mirror inside and tried on the jacket of my new suit. It looked great, I loved it :)
As I was taking it off, Katie and Yoshi walked past, and Katie looked at me taking the jacket off.
Near the end of the day we crossed paths walking along the corridor. I just put my head down and didn't say anything.
I also gave the quotation diary present to Deone for his departure, but didn't go to his drinks. I had to stay back at work to wait for a fax which never came, and Karina stayed back because she has a hearing on Monday.
She had sent a big fax (which was probably why my one didn't come through), and we spent a bit of time talking at the fax machine. We were the only ones in the office. I realised afterwards that what I had wanted to happen with Katie was happening with Karina - the reciprocating lolly thing, the staying back and talking thing.
I went to the courts and did my jump rope as usual, then went to the gym, then went into work. I worked for about an hour (and NOTE: I did NOT go into Katie's office or feel the need to), then went home to get the car. I drove my dad to Chinksford and then went to the Wick to get some chocolate strawberries and then went to see Naby.
The rumours going around about this place is that some drunken idiot "had a go" at one of the girls, hence why the police were called, so I feel a bit safer.
I gave Naby the chcocolate strawberries. Unlike Jenny/Emily, she just said thanks without really checking them out, whereas Jenny/Emily shared it with me.
In the back of my mind I know everything done by her is because I pay for it, which makes me feel a bit more comfortable in the sense that I have no expectations that any of this is 'real' or 'true'. But I do feel, mainly by her body language, that we are getting somewhat closer. Last week it was holding me and continuously kissing me. This time there was a lot of tongue, holding me, and putting her legs around and on top of me as we laid there.
In the space of an hour we managed to have sex twice and have her get me a drink in the middle of it. I would've been content to just hold her and drift off to sleep after the first time.
After that I stupidly went to the casino. I lost $900. I guess a loss was coming, since I had left with a win every other time. It's how it works. I should know better. So today, I woke up with the "did I really lose $900 yesterday?" feeling.
Yes I did.
And I know I've said this a million times before, but I need to kick the habit. I'm quitting. I've figured out the only way to make more money is to work harder and get a promotion.
Speaking of which, you know what I noticed a few days ago? I was checking the organisational hierarchy, and I am on the same level as Katie and Yoshi. Now, I don't think anyone sees us as being on the same level, because it's fucking obvious I have more experience than them, but to see that we're on the same level really pissed me off. What pissed me off more was to see other people higher than me who have less experience. This just gave me more motivation to reach 13 this month.
Oh, and last night I had a dream I was playing a game of bball. It was part of the Chinese comp, but it was outdoors. It was a special event or something. Some guy got on a fastbreak and I chased him down. I had him down on lock, and he softened as he went for the lay-up. I had it. I could see a swat coming. I jumped up after him but mis-timed my swipe, and although I got a bit of the ball, enough to hit it away, I didn't get the massive swat I wanted and fouled him as well.
On Friday Karina came into my office and held out three rolls of lollies for me to choose from. I chose the fruity pastelles and she gave me the whole roll.
I spent the day half working on Monday's file for court and half doing another brief, which I managed to finish and put into Alanna's cabinet - my 8th. I'm on target to get 12 by the end of next week and 13 by the end of the month.
At lunch I went to pick up my suit. I decided that the "buy 2 get 1 free" shirt deal at Myer was too good to pass up, and I needed to get a present for my mom si I stopped off at Myer first. I bought two blue shirts and one white one, then got a $138 fragrance package for my mom.
I then went to pick up the suit. I didn't have time to try it on so I didn't. On my way back to the office I grabbed some Macca's. I went back to the office and ate my lunch, then opened up the cabinet with the mirror inside and tried on the jacket of my new suit. It looked great, I loved it :)
As I was taking it off, Katie and Yoshi walked past, and Katie looked at me taking the jacket off.
Near the end of the day we crossed paths walking along the corridor. I just put my head down and didn't say anything.
I also gave the quotation diary present to Deone for his departure, but didn't go to his drinks. I had to stay back at work to wait for a fax which never came, and Karina stayed back because she has a hearing on Monday.
She had sent a big fax (which was probably why my one didn't come through), and we spent a bit of time talking at the fax machine. We were the only ones in the office. I realised afterwards that what I had wanted to happen with Katie was happening with Karina - the reciprocating lolly thing, the staying back and talking thing.
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