3:30 am wake up call
Went to lunch with Twish yesterday. I suggested Hungry Jacks' because I only had $5 on me, and I was pretty sure she'd be ok with it. Maybe I'm being a hypocrite - I've always wanted a girl who enjoyed fast food as much as I do, but seeing her with it seems to have the opposite of the intended effect. Maybe it's because she seems to enjoy it more than I do.
Her and DC keep talking to me during court, and I'm starting to feel really bad because I don't want the jury to think that I'm/we're not taking this seriously. If they do think that, I hope they will have enough sense not to take it out on my client. But I will try to refrain from any extra-curricular activities with them.
At the end of the day, it was just DC, Twish and I. Twish was in her room with her door closed, although we could hear her on the telephone because she was so loud. I can't remember what I said, but it was like a minor diss on her, and DC asked if I liked her, and whether there was anything "blossoming".
I knew people would get that impression when they saw us going out to lunch together, so I've always tried to keep my distance. I told him no, and he asked if I was sure. Then we heard Twish yell on the phone, and DC said "she needs a bit of affection".
Umm yeah, I can't even give it to myself, what makes you think I can provide it to others?
On the train back to the city, some Asian girl sat down next to me as I was on my laptop playing games. I noticed the seats across from us were vacant. She practically leaned over looking at my screen, and I was a bit freaked out. She did this for a while and I thought about starting a conversation, before I thought "wait, she might be a psycho". In the end I just packed my laptop away and listened to my music.
As I was walking out of Central, I saw Bree just at the last moment she passed me. Wish she liked me, oh well.
I was intending to go to the gym last night, but then felt tired, so just stayed at home and had dinner.
I woke up at 3:30am today. Why? Because last night I told myself that I'd go to the casino in the morning, and so my body subconsciously woke me up to go. That is how powerful this drug is.
I went at like 4am. Was up $300, but then lost and left with a $100 gain.
You'd think that it wouldn't be very busy at this time, but the four tables they had opened were all packed. One guy on the $10 table had $100 chips sprawled out around the numbers in the third dozen, then lost all of it. He took out $1,500 in notes, exchanged it, and lost. Fuck me dead.
Her and DC keep talking to me during court, and I'm starting to feel really bad because I don't want the jury to think that I'm/we're not taking this seriously. If they do think that, I hope they will have enough sense not to take it out on my client. But I will try to refrain from any extra-curricular activities with them.
At the end of the day, it was just DC, Twish and I. Twish was in her room with her door closed, although we could hear her on the telephone because she was so loud. I can't remember what I said, but it was like a minor diss on her, and DC asked if I liked her, and whether there was anything "blossoming".
I knew people would get that impression when they saw us going out to lunch together, so I've always tried to keep my distance. I told him no, and he asked if I was sure. Then we heard Twish yell on the phone, and DC said "she needs a bit of affection".
Umm yeah, I can't even give it to myself, what makes you think I can provide it to others?
On the train back to the city, some Asian girl sat down next to me as I was on my laptop playing games. I noticed the seats across from us were vacant. She practically leaned over looking at my screen, and I was a bit freaked out. She did this for a while and I thought about starting a conversation, before I thought "wait, she might be a psycho". In the end I just packed my laptop away and listened to my music.
As I was walking out of Central, I saw Bree just at the last moment she passed me. Wish she liked me, oh well.
I was intending to go to the gym last night, but then felt tired, so just stayed at home and had dinner.
I woke up at 3:30am today. Why? Because last night I told myself that I'd go to the casino in the morning, and so my body subconsciously woke me up to go. That is how powerful this drug is.
I went at like 4am. Was up $300, but then lost and left with a $100 gain.
You'd think that it wouldn't be very busy at this time, but the four tables they had opened were all packed. One guy on the $10 table had $100 chips sprawled out around the numbers in the third dozen, then lost all of it. He took out $1,500 in notes, exchanged it, and lost. Fuck me dead.
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